Family visits, band, and friends! Oh my! ;D
Hmmm I haven't posted in forever have I? Surprising haha XD
Well tonight seems like an appropriate time to write, since there's a couple of updates :3
First - my brother, his girlfriend, and their baby came out last Thursday night, and they left around 1 ish this afternoon. When they got here on Thursday, it was around 8 or 9, and then we stayed up until fucking 3 am talking and catching up. Then, I went to bed at 4, and mom woke me up at 6 because she had to pee and needed me to take Ryder, the baby, so she could get up. We were going to the hospital to show Ryder off to my mom's nurses and shit. I had 2 cups of coffee at home, then another 2 at the hospital. I was super jittery and irritable and the crying baby didn't exactly help too much XD
We went to Texas Roadhouse Friday night; it was really good and unf their steaks are incredible. Mom loved it haha and Ry was super behaved - until we got home and Justin left to go out to the mall. Then he WOULD NOT STOP CRYING. I was about ready to cunt punt his little ass out a window >.>
Saturday we went to the zoo. I didn't get a tan from being outside so long D: I was disappointed x3 But it was fun. I saw a squirrel fun in front of me and thought immediately of Holly x'D
Sunday Justin went out to Hooter's for some wrestling thing with a friend so I went over to Max's house and we played Rockband for a while. I was gonna bring up band talk but. Uh. By the time I remembered it was time to leave. And I'm really scared to say anything. But..whatever. I'm getting the impression that she REALLY isn't into the band thing anymore. It pisses me off a little bit to be honest. But I got Holly now. So it doesn't matter :)
SPEAKING of the band. We have a new member :3 It's gonna be me on bass and I assume backing vocals; Holly on uhh...rhythm guitar probably? and I think backing and lead vocals; and her friend Mollie on lead guitar and lead vocals. Mollie has a really nice voice, it's amazing. And her guitar skills..remarkable.
I was really iffy at first. When Holly mentioned wanting her in the band last night, I kind of sat there like, "....where's this coming from?" And for a while I was really scared and nervous. I didn't know what to think. I wasn't pissed off or anything. I was just kind of...I think for some reason I almost felt...betrayed? I was just being stupid and was probably over tired and shit. But I was really kind of worried that Mollie would come between me and Holly. And I was freaked out because Holly is one person I NEVER want to lose. Ever. I just am really protective of the friendship I have with her and I was freaking out inside because...I'm just really paranoid.
But tonight I got an AIM account and I've been talking to both Holly and Mollie for quite a few hours. I told Holly, "I'll give her a chance. I'm not eager to let her in but...I'll give her a chance for you." And so we've been talking. And Holly asked me what I thought of Mollie a while ago, and I honestly really like her. I was super hesitant at first, but the more I talk to her the cooler she seems :) And she seems to really like me too; it's nice haha. It made it easier to decide.
An hour or so ago, while we were talking, I told Holly in our private IM thing, "Oh and by the way, yes :3" She freaked out after a minute, and was like "aiIOKSDFJLSK REALLY????" And I said yes. She freaked out more and she's so happy :3 And then we told Mollie and she's like ":DD I'm honored!!" And I'm just really happy that they're so excited and shit. It's so intense and I think me and Mollie have really become incredibly fast friends. I'm glad I decided to just give her a chance. I think part of it is because we both love MCR so much and we know so many of their jokes. But she's really cool and I think having her in the band is gonna be really impressive. I'm glad I decided to say yes :)
So yeah. It's been an interesting day. When Ryder and Justin and Hailly left, I looked at Ry and was like ready to start sobbing! I had been playing with him and stuff and he was so cute :3 I really miss him a lot already. I know I bitched about him and his screaming a lot, but he's a good kid otherwise. He's really super cute and smart. I still don't know if I ever wanna have my own baby; I'd cunt punt it out a window probably x'D But I really do miss Ryder and my brother, and hell even Hailly. She's really funny and cool. They might come out for Thanksgiving or something. I almost hope they do :') I kind of like being an Auntie Christie/Tracey to Ryder; I'm sure he'll grow up to be a smart little boy soon :3
Hmm I'm still smiling from Holly's and Mollie's reactions. I'm so glad they're so happy and excited. At this point I honestly wouldn't have it any other way. I'm gonna play bass by their side forever and I'm gonna love every single second of it :) I know I made a huge deal out of it last night, but I'm seriously happy I went along with it. I'm sure it was the right choice. Life's looking pretty good right now :3
<3
Oh, P.S. These are the songs I now know on bass:
-Addicted (Simple Plan)
-Dance Dance (Fall Out Boy)
-When I'm Gone (Simple Plan)
-409 in Your Coffeemaker (Green Day)
-Chasing Cars (Snow Patrol)
-I'm Not Okay (MCR)
-Ocean Avenue (Yellowcard)
-Welcome to My Life (Simple Plan)
-All The Small Things (Blink-182)
-Baby Come On (+44)
-Planetary GO! (MCR)
-American Idiot (Green Day)
-Give 'Em Hell Kid (MCR)
-God Must Hate Me (Simple Plan)
I swear I'm gonna be a bassist forever, I'm in love with this instrument<3
Well tonight seems like an appropriate time to write, since there's a couple of updates :3
First - my brother, his girlfriend, and their baby came out last Thursday night, and they left around 1 ish this afternoon. When they got here on Thursday, it was around 8 or 9, and then we stayed up until fucking 3 am talking and catching up. Then, I went to bed at 4, and mom woke me up at 6 because she had to pee and needed me to take Ryder, the baby, so she could get up. We were going to the hospital to show Ryder off to my mom's nurses and shit. I had 2 cups of coffee at home, then another 2 at the hospital. I was super jittery and irritable and the crying baby didn't exactly help too much XD
We went to Texas Roadhouse Friday night; it was really good and unf their steaks are incredible. Mom loved it haha and Ry was super behaved - until we got home and Justin left to go out to the mall. Then he WOULD NOT STOP CRYING. I was about ready to cunt punt his little ass out a window >.>
Saturday we went to the zoo. I didn't get a tan from being outside so long D: I was disappointed x3 But it was fun. I saw a squirrel fun in front of me and thought immediately of Holly x'D
Sunday Justin went out to Hooter's for some wrestling thing with a friend so I went over to Max's house and we played Rockband for a while. I was gonna bring up band talk but. Uh. By the time I remembered it was time to leave. And I'm really scared to say anything. But..whatever. I'm getting the impression that she REALLY isn't into the band thing anymore. It pisses me off a little bit to be honest. But I got Holly now. So it doesn't matter :)
SPEAKING of the band. We have a new member :3 It's gonna be me on bass and I assume backing vocals; Holly on uhh...rhythm guitar probably? and I think backing and lead vocals; and her friend Mollie on lead guitar and lead vocals. Mollie has a really nice voice, it's amazing. And her guitar skills..remarkable.
I was really iffy at first. When Holly mentioned wanting her in the band last night, I kind of sat there like, "....where's this coming from?" And for a while I was really scared and nervous. I didn't know what to think. I wasn't pissed off or anything. I was just kind of...I think for some reason I almost felt...betrayed? I was just being stupid and was probably over tired and shit. But I was really kind of worried that Mollie would come between me and Holly. And I was freaked out because Holly is one person I NEVER want to lose. Ever. I just am really protective of the friendship I have with her and I was freaking out inside because...I'm just really paranoid.
But tonight I got an AIM account and I've been talking to both Holly and Mollie for quite a few hours. I told Holly, "I'll give her a chance. I'm not eager to let her in but...I'll give her a chance for you." And so we've been talking. And Holly asked me what I thought of Mollie a while ago, and I honestly really like her. I was super hesitant at first, but the more I talk to her the cooler she seems :) And she seems to really like me too; it's nice haha. It made it easier to decide.
An hour or so ago, while we were talking, I told Holly in our private IM thing, "Oh and by the way, yes :3" She freaked out after a minute, and was like "aiIOKSDFJLSK REALLY????" And I said yes. She freaked out more and she's so happy :3 And then we told Mollie and she's like ":DD I'm honored!!" And I'm just really happy that they're so excited and shit. It's so intense and I think me and Mollie have really become incredibly fast friends. I'm glad I decided to just give her a chance. I think part of it is because we both love MCR so much and we know so many of their jokes. But she's really cool and I think having her in the band is gonna be really impressive. I'm glad I decided to say yes :)
So yeah. It's been an interesting day. When Ryder and Justin and Hailly left, I looked at Ry and was like ready to start sobbing! I had been playing with him and stuff and he was so cute :3 I really miss him a lot already. I know I bitched about him and his screaming a lot, but he's a good kid otherwise. He's really super cute and smart. I still don't know if I ever wanna have my own baby; I'd cunt punt it out a window probably x'D But I really do miss Ryder and my brother, and hell even Hailly. She's really funny and cool. They might come out for Thanksgiving or something. I almost hope they do :') I kind of like being an Auntie Christie/Tracey to Ryder; I'm sure he'll grow up to be a smart little boy soon :3
Hmm I'm still smiling from Holly's and Mollie's reactions. I'm so glad they're so happy and excited. At this point I honestly wouldn't have it any other way. I'm gonna play bass by their side forever and I'm gonna love every single second of it :) I know I made a huge deal out of it last night, but I'm seriously happy I went along with it. I'm sure it was the right choice. Life's looking pretty good right now :3
<3
Oh, P.S. These are the songs I now know on bass:
-Addicted (Simple Plan)
-Dance Dance (Fall Out Boy)
-When I'm Gone (Simple Plan)
-409 in Your Coffeemaker (Green Day)
-Chasing Cars (Snow Patrol)
-I'm Not Okay (MCR)
-Ocean Avenue (Yellowcard)
-Welcome to My Life (Simple Plan)
-All The Small Things (Blink-182)
-Baby Come On (+44)
-Planetary GO! (MCR)
-American Idiot (Green Day)
-Give 'Em Hell Kid (MCR)
-God Must Hate Me (Simple Plan)
I swear I'm gonna be a bassist forever, I'm in love with this instrument<3