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Is it wrong that I get out of an 8 month relationship and feel next to nothing? I mean, I feel the loneliness of not having anyone, and I sometimes feel the pang of what it was like, but really it feels like nothing ever happened between the two of us. Is that wrong, or bad? I feel like it should be, when you share such a big part of your life with someone and it doesn't even really hurt when you lose it. I feel like a bad person...
And a week and a half later I find myself completely enamored with someone else I cannot have nor should I have.
That's no bueno.
Edit: Turns out the second part doesn't really matter- I'm having a fling in France, and it's not with that guy. Just goes to show you that sometimes you have to open your eyes, because life moves so fast. Don't close them because you think you know the answer and don't need to verify. You *always* need to verify your results.
Love and peace from Franceland <3