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I do not deserve this bullshit.
I really don't.
I don't know what makes you think that you can treat someone who trusted you, someone you promised you would be a friend to, someone you said you cared about, like you're treating me.
No wonder your fiancée broke up with you, I mean seriously. I know that sounds harsh, but this kind of treatment is not okay.
Other:
Work is officially shitty right now. I'm 22, the youngest person in the shop, and I'm supposed to be running it because I'm the only officer around who's supposed to be in Public Affairs. I've seen more colonels in the past week than I have other lieutenants. Granted- it's exciting, and I've done a ton already that most PA LTs wouldn't get in a whole year, but it's tiring and stressful dealing with cantankerous civilians and guarded airmen... not to mention not being taken seriously because I'm a 2LT who's been on the job two weeks. There's that, too.
At least I'm earning my pay.