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Well so maybe Steve isn't totally not speaking to me. It's just not like it was in the very begining of our friendship. I just signed onto Yahoo here at work and I had sent him a message earlier saying I forgot what I said to him so I didn't know what he meant by when and where. And so when I signed on right now I had some messages from him saying boat fire works. And then a couple of other messages saying "i got soo drunk like 2 nights ago" "it was bad" "real bad"... So he's trying to make conversation with me? I guess he just wants to be friends on HIS TERMS?!
Ugh so frustrating. But anyway he's idle now but I sent him a message back telling him about the boat breaking down and asking if he wanted to go to the Beau anyway to watch the fireworks. It's probably not a good idea for me to even go cause Pam asked me to come into work early tomorrow. So I'm either coming it at 7 or 8am. And probably working mostly through my lunch too. Which is okay cause my paycheck this week was only $200 which is all bad. But I'm pretty sure it's the paycheck for last week when I missed two days cause I was sick. But I'm pretty broke. I'm suppose to be saving money so I can file bankruptcy but somehow I don't have money saved? I haven't really been spending money so I honestly don't know how I'm broke already.. I'm so confused. But now that means I can't go to Florida next weekend for Heather and Charlie's engagement party... It costs too much for me to go out there. I spent $100 last weekend going there. I'm calling Heather right now to tell her I won't be able to make it out there. I'm sad I really wanted to be at their engagement party.. But if I can't afford it, I can't afford it.
I kind of have to pee. But oh well I can't. I'm really gunna try and keep up with writing in here. I like to have a.. what's it called. Archive? An archive of happenings in my life that I can go back later in life and read it. I mostly laugh at the things I actually wrote about hahaha. It's amusing. I was reading this actual physical journal of mine I found and it talked about some guy named Khristian that worked with Gloria at a Blockbuster in Maryland. I guess me and this guy talked online and on the phone a lot and we were suppose to meet when I went to Maryland for my 18th birthday. I don't remember ever meeting him so I'm sure it never happened. And Gloria doesn't even remember who he is lol. How funny. Oh wow was I immature... Like SERIOUSLY the things I wrote about. Granted that was like over 6 years ago haha. But it's still nice to have something to go back and reminisce with. Anyway I'm gunna stop writing now I don't really have anything else to write about. Maybe I'll write more later if I get bored while still at work.
Esther
Ugh so frustrating. But anyway he's idle now but I sent him a message back telling him about the boat breaking down and asking if he wanted to go to the Beau anyway to watch the fireworks. It's probably not a good idea for me to even go cause Pam asked me to come into work early tomorrow. So I'm either coming it at 7 or 8am. And probably working mostly through my lunch too. Which is okay cause my paycheck this week was only $200 which is all bad. But I'm pretty sure it's the paycheck for last week when I missed two days cause I was sick. But I'm pretty broke. I'm suppose to be saving money so I can file bankruptcy but somehow I don't have money saved? I haven't really been spending money so I honestly don't know how I'm broke already.. I'm so confused. But now that means I can't go to Florida next weekend for Heather and Charlie's engagement party... It costs too much for me to go out there. I spent $100 last weekend going there. I'm calling Heather right now to tell her I won't be able to make it out there. I'm sad I really wanted to be at their engagement party.. But if I can't afford it, I can't afford it.
I kind of have to pee. But oh well I can't. I'm really gunna try and keep up with writing in here. I like to have a.. what's it called. Archive? An archive of happenings in my life that I can go back later in life and read it. I mostly laugh at the things I actually wrote about hahaha. It's amusing. I was reading this actual physical journal of mine I found and it talked about some guy named Khristian that worked with Gloria at a Blockbuster in Maryland. I guess me and this guy talked online and on the phone a lot and we were suppose to meet when I went to Maryland for my 18th birthday. I don't remember ever meeting him so I'm sure it never happened. And Gloria doesn't even remember who he is lol. How funny. Oh wow was I immature... Like SERIOUSLY the things I wrote about. Granted that was like over 6 years ago haha. But it's still nice to have something to go back and reminisce with. Anyway I'm gunna stop writing now I don't really have anything else to write about. Maybe I'll write more later if I get bored while still at work.
Esther