hmmm....let's talk, and pass the advil...:)
Okay so some stuff has happened since I've been on here last......like I finally turned 21 (the 19th) and started to work out....I've only done it 2 days, but I'm detirmined to lose at the very least 15-20 (+) pounds before the end of June.......I'm sore and kinda hesitent but I'm totally going to lose this weight.....I worked out the first day with "buff chick" and "coach", and although I really like going with them, they dont' do any sort of cardio, which is like major problem for me cause I want to lose weight, not just get toned and have muscles (which weigh more then fat) so last night I went with one of my other friends and honestly I don't know what made me invite her, she's totally athletic...."athletic chick"..........lol....but seriously talk about making me feel like a weakling....I felt so weird cause she was doing all this stuff and I couldn't......
and like I told ac and bc, I'm not really wanting to go and work out every day, I don't like to go thru pain willingly, but at the same time I have this pair of sexy jeans that are size 6, that I have yet to wear, and I'm going to before the end of June, and look good in them!
I'm just tired of being fat and lazy all the time.....usually around the summertime I become this lethargic person who just lays around all the time....and I hate that....not that people think that I'm fat, thanks to the wonder of clothes most people find that I am quite skinny compared to them....but I feel fat and just gross.....of course I did. right now I feel sore and tired but that's another story.....so I'm going again tonite after I get off of work.....I may not like it right now, with all the pain and sweating, but think of how I'll like it in a couple of weeks, when my fave jeans become wearable, and I can go in and get a size 6........I have to keep the end result in the foremost of my mind because otherwise I would just quit...
that's how Sanguines are....(I'm a popular Sanguine/peaceful Plegemente) they have to keep the end goal in site or else they lose focus and stop doing it.... I may not like doing the working out junk, but I don't like being fat more.....I told atheletic chick that I have 2 girls inside of my body, one who's fat and likes to be fat cause there's no work involved, and one who's skinny and wants the outside to match....and the skinny one has almost complete control of my mouth right now.....lol...
although honestly everyone is so surprised to hear that I'm working out, do I portray someone that lazy that everyone is shocked when I tell them that I work out? I just don't understand it......and I can't wait until my muscles get used to this more and more so I can have endurence and wonderful races.....*grins* I just want to be healthly.......cause I know that I can't trust the magazine ads or tv commercials, because if I did, then I would know that everyone is skinny and sexually active.....lol...
~smile....and the world smiles with you, weep and they hand you a tissue and leave you alone...therefore, be happy....
~china