i want a lover i dont have to love.

[xemoxstarzx]

i love things lately. even the bad days seem not so bad.
i love waking up and not wishing i was dead.
i love the wonderful weather && and spending time with my biffs.
things are changing. they are changing so fast.
i dont even have time to react to them anymore. things happen, i get
mad i get sad i get frustrated, but i get over it. i am getting over things
i am growing up, i went on a date && i liked it. everything is changing
but i cant decide if it is good or bad this time.