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things have been rough lately. for the past couple months i have felt like i am phasing. its weird, three years ago today this journal entry would have been the most exciting yet, a year ago today i had everything. but things change. i changed. i am no longer that love filled little girl with rosy cheeks who believes everyone deserves a second chance and electricity comes from the jellybean field. i grew up a little and i am less optimistic and i am not as innocent and i dont have all the answeres i want to have. everything in my life has been chaning, everything. it makes me so mad, i hate change i dont want people to move or get older. but these things happen. but what i have realized is that there has been once constant throughout these years and it is my girls. i dont care how lame this sounds or how teenagerish it sounds, i want to say it. i would be lost without them and i know now that no matter how sad i get over lame ass problems, or how angry i get over stupid things, my friends will be there to crack silly jokes and make me feel all better.

i finally updated this thing. sweet, now i am home free for another three months before vi starts bugging me gain<333



p.s. I LOVE SHOPPING CART CRASHING && RACING!