Don't sweat the small stuff
Oohhh man....these past few weeks have been STRESSFUL as hell. Having nine classes is not easy. But despite my stress, I had a great weekend. On Friday I went to the Pistons game with DeAnne, which was SO FUN!! (even though they lost to the Pacers, BOO!) Her parents got 4 free BOX SEATS, so she invited me to go with her and her sis and sis's bf. It was FUCKING AWESOME! We were ssooo close and could see the players (and occasionally hear) really well since we were like 6 rows back. Kid Rock was there too and was sitting pretty close to us. I guess there was a bomb threat, so the game was delayed like an hour and 20 mins. I'm really pissed that they lost to the FUCKING PACERS, but oh well. I guess MSU winning against Duke and Kentucky made up for it. Then on Sat night I hung out with Lawrence which was fun and on Sunday I went to my aunt and uncle's for Easter dinner. But YESTERDAY was absolutly horrible. One of the worst days I've had in a LONG time. I woke up at like 2am and stayed up til 4 and then passed out and missed my 9am English class. I got really pissed and stressed about that and was just basically freaking out and felt like I was having a panic attack. I ended up being late for my job at the student union, and I called my boss on the way there to tell her I'd be late. Well when I got there she wasn't too happy with me because I guess I've called in late or have had to miss a few too many Mondays this semester. Well we went outside to talk about it, and then I broke down and told her what had happened this morning and she kept hugging me and told me she has panic attacks herself, so she totally understands what I'm going through. I'm really lucky to have such a nice boss like her. That's basically the only reason I took this job cuz I knew I would have a really busy and stressful year. She let me leave work after that cuz I was basically hyperventilating. So I went to the rest of my classes and I was alright. Then I went to the library and tried to do my impossible English hw that a lot of people are having trouble with cuz we can't find what we are supposed to find on the internet database. I went to the bathroom and took a bunch of deep breaths but I ended up on the floor sobbing my eyes out. I had to go to the bathroom a few more times to calm myself down. It was absolutly horrible, because I very rarely cry or sob and I usually don't let stress get to me like that. I started feeling a little better eventually cuz I talked to a few friends about it. I think I'm gonna see a counselor or something this weekend. Then I went home and was like ok fuck this day, tomorrow was so bad that tomorrow HAS to be better! And it was! I ended up having an awesome day. I was in a good mood all day and didnt let any of the stress get to me. Maybe it was the gorgeous weather that raised my spirits. My voice lesson kicked ass today and my teacher is really proud and excited for me because I've improved so much and my tone is becoming so much freer and looser. So then after my classes were done my friend Lewis called me cuz he was randomly on campus. So I met him at Sellers and hung out with him, Mike, Scott, and Sascha. It was awesome seeing him cuz I havnt hung out with him since September. I was glad to see Mike too cuz he is such a sweetheart and cracks me up. So we just went to Dairy Queen and got icecream and then he dropped me back off at Eastern. Laura called me while we were hanging out cuz she wanted to see me, so she met me at my house when I got home and we got McDonalds and then went over to her cousin's to hang out for a bit. I know I shouldnt have hung out with anyone today cuz I have a lot of hw and studying to do, but I really wanted to see my friends. I love them all so much. <33333 Well I really need to get back to doin my hw. LESS THAN A MONTH MORE OF THIS SHIT, WOOHOO!!