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phillip lay down his body and abruptly fell to sleep
in his sleep he dreamt
he dreamt he would wake up and everything would be easier
that love would no longer be something he had to battle for
that he would no longer be an easy target, even for his own jokes
phillip liked this dream so much that he never woke up
phillip was my friend
and now he is gone
we're all blaming ourselves
how come that last time we spoke i didn't go the extra mile
to make sure he was really okay?
how come i didn't push him when he refused my invitation?
how can i call myself a friend when i just let him slip away?
but i know i can't place blame
on me, on you, on phillip
what's done is done
and phillip is no longer with us
nothing will ever feel the same without him here
PRA. August 7 1979 - July 25 2006.
in his sleep he dreamt
he dreamt he would wake up and everything would be easier
that love would no longer be something he had to battle for
that he would no longer be an easy target, even for his own jokes
phillip liked this dream so much that he never woke up
phillip was my friend
and now he is gone
we're all blaming ourselves
how come that last time we spoke i didn't go the extra mile
to make sure he was really okay?
how come i didn't push him when he refused my invitation?
how can i call myself a friend when i just let him slip away?
but i know i can't place blame
on me, on you, on phillip
what's done is done
and phillip is no longer with us
nothing will ever feel the same without him here
PRA. August 7 1979 - July 25 2006.