slipping back into old habits.
getting annoyed cos instead of seeing me poz went to see his mates.
usually i wouldnt care, but it pissed me off today and well i didnt like.
i didnt like that fact he did that, and i didnt like the fact it bothered me.
so i was a dick.
but then cried about how shit i feel and things were okay.
i loves him i do :)
i still have a problem telling him whats going on in my head. but honestly i dont even know. i just need him to be there for me, which he is and that enough to keep me going for now.
i hate this time of year.
usually i wouldnt care, but it pissed me off today and well i didnt like.
i didnt like that fact he did that, and i didnt like the fact it bothered me.
so i was a dick.
but then cried about how shit i feel and things were okay.
i loves him i do :)
i still have a problem telling him whats going on in my head. but honestly i dont even know. i just need him to be there for me, which he is and that enough to keep me going for now.
i hate this time of year.