meh.
so i cant shake this sadness that seems to be surrounding me at the minute. there has been points in the last week where ive been crying and i dont even no why im crying. even when im around people it just doesnt disapear.
im sat here now wondering whether i should callin sick cos well i dont have the energy to care about my job right now.
i was all good yesterday actually, until poz said hed been with sarah. whch shouldnt bother me i know, kinda does though. i didnt tell him that though.
but yeah he just wants me to cheer up. and i cant. i just feel so blank, im starting to worry about myself cos im not sleeping or eating either well i say im not sleeping, i slept fine when i stayed at his. but last night i just tossed and turned.
i just wish i understood.
im sat here now wondering whether i should callin sick cos well i dont have the energy to care about my job right now.
i was all good yesterday actually, until poz said hed been with sarah. whch shouldnt bother me i know, kinda does though. i didnt tell him that though.
but yeah he just wants me to cheer up. and i cant. i just feel so blank, im starting to worry about myself cos im not sleeping or eating either well i say im not sleeping, i slept fine when i stayed at his. but last night i just tossed and turned.
i just wish i understood.