fuck off.
so yesterday i got a letter through the post, i could tell by the hand writing it was my dad like. so i opened it and braced my self for something fucked up and retarded. Basically it was just a note that said that he loved me and fiona very much and he missed us, it also had two pictures of him. Looking at them, i still know its him but hes not him at all, so that set my mood for the day. canny rubbish!
so aye it got to about 5ish and i got a phone call from some strange man that apparently has taken my dad into care cos hed got into trouble with some men and theyd beaten the shit out of him. well that wa sit i just burst into tears. anyone who knows me well enough knows how much i love and miss my dad, it sucks like he wouldnt even tell me where he is! i just wanna see if hes okay!
so my mam didnt get why i was so upset. she was just like shouting at me, apparently i shouldnt care?
so i went to pozs, which didnt really cheer me up suprisingly. even though we watched anchorman and talladega nights. i dunno im happy for like a week n then something shit happens, poz must be getting pretty sick of me blowing hot and cold at him like. it did make me feel better when we were just sat n he was cuddling me, hes so cute. :).
proper love him more than anything or anyone ever. hehe
but yes moving away from the gayness. i also got a text from emma last night asking if she could stay at mine cos her n her mam had a massive argument. i felt bad cos well i couldnt do anything as me n my mum had fallen out and i was at pozs. i rang her n we had a massive chat was pretty cool, just letting her talk stuff out made her feel a little better i think. it sucks that shes so unhappy at home, but when i move she can come stay all the time which will be great.
so in other great news, i woke up in the middle of the night in agony. went to the loo and sure enough ive got that fucking water infection i kept getting last year. pissing blood and razorblades is loads of fun.
its canny draining too, so im proper out of it today. ive got work too later :(.
looking forward to sheffied even less now as i constantly need the the toilet. and it just fucking hurts, suppose poz is going so ill have something good to look at. haha :)
anyways im going to go lay down :(
so aye it got to about 5ish and i got a phone call from some strange man that apparently has taken my dad into care cos hed got into trouble with some men and theyd beaten the shit out of him. well that wa sit i just burst into tears. anyone who knows me well enough knows how much i love and miss my dad, it sucks like he wouldnt even tell me where he is! i just wanna see if hes okay!
so my mam didnt get why i was so upset. she was just like shouting at me, apparently i shouldnt care?
so i went to pozs, which didnt really cheer me up suprisingly. even though we watched anchorman and talladega nights. i dunno im happy for like a week n then something shit happens, poz must be getting pretty sick of me blowing hot and cold at him like. it did make me feel better when we were just sat n he was cuddling me, hes so cute. :).
proper love him more than anything or anyone ever. hehe
but yes moving away from the gayness. i also got a text from emma last night asking if she could stay at mine cos her n her mam had a massive argument. i felt bad cos well i couldnt do anything as me n my mum had fallen out and i was at pozs. i rang her n we had a massive chat was pretty cool, just letting her talk stuff out made her feel a little better i think. it sucks that shes so unhappy at home, but when i move she can come stay all the time which will be great.
so in other great news, i woke up in the middle of the night in agony. went to the loo and sure enough ive got that fucking water infection i kept getting last year. pissing blood and razorblades is loads of fun.
its canny draining too, so im proper out of it today. ive got work too later :(.
looking forward to sheffied even less now as i constantly need the the toilet. and it just fucking hurts, suppose poz is going so ill have something good to look at. haha :)
anyways im going to go lay down :(