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& sometimes, i feel like even though my heart is full of love for him,
it's never going to be enough.
i'm never going to be enough.
and then i start to wonder -
is it my fault or his?
and should i try to fix it
or just move on?
in other news - i'm so excited for belda & stephen! congratssss you two!
i'm leaving for france in a few weeks.
i've been taking care of myself & it feels good.
i've been thinking about taking some drastic measures in my life.
and i'm fairly happy with all that i've got.
it's never going to be enough.
i'm never going to be enough.
and then i start to wonder -
is it my fault or his?
and should i try to fix it
or just move on?
in other news - i'm so excited for belda & stephen! congratssss you two!
i'm leaving for france in a few weeks.
i've been taking care of myself & it feels good.
i've been thinking about taking some drastic measures in my life.
and i'm fairly happy with all that i've got.