Portrail of The Focused
This is kind of a weird title. After all, what does it mean? It means I was watching anime again. An interesting anime called "Bartender". And in one of the episodes there was a character who was an accomplished professor. As a child he had been mystified by water, and went on to become a professor in fluid dynamics. Basically he spent his life from the age of... I think it was 12 to well present... I think he was 40 in the show, trying to figure out why light reacted as it did in water. What is he portrayed as, lonely mess of a human being.
Really he looked like a hobo. Which is what most professors looked like anyway. The real problem I have with this is how they went out of their wait to mention how he had never had any romance in his life. Then they went on to portray him as an empty wreck of a human being with nothing interesting about him. I have always wondered why shows do that. It is like anyone who only has one interest is a miserable human being. Especially if that interest is an acedemic interest.
Really I think that it is all about mating. Which upsets me, if you are not all about mating then you are a waste. Really that is what society says. That is how they protray professors who are not married. That is how they portray people who dedicate themselves to something other than creating more people. It sickens me really. It is just another reason why I want to kill myself... In this world if my top interest is not another person I am looked down upon.
Condesention is the thing when it comes to people like me. There are varying forms of it. I think I hate the condesention that people give me when they treat me like some kind of child. It runs rampent in my co-workers. They treat me like I am still five. But eh, whatever I mean after all I can only do what I enjoy. I don't know, really I do not care, it just gets annoying after a while.
Really he looked like a hobo. Which is what most professors looked like anyway. The real problem I have with this is how they went out of their wait to mention how he had never had any romance in his life. Then they went on to portray him as an empty wreck of a human being with nothing interesting about him. I have always wondered why shows do that. It is like anyone who only has one interest is a miserable human being. Especially if that interest is an acedemic interest.
Really I think that it is all about mating. Which upsets me, if you are not all about mating then you are a waste. Really that is what society says. That is how they protray professors who are not married. That is how they portray people who dedicate themselves to something other than creating more people. It sickens me really. It is just another reason why I want to kill myself... In this world if my top interest is not another person I am looked down upon.
Condesention is the thing when it comes to people like me. There are varying forms of it. I think I hate the condesention that people give me when they treat me like some kind of child. It runs rampent in my co-workers. They treat me like I am still five. But eh, whatever I mean after all I can only do what I enjoy. I don't know, really I do not care, it just gets annoying after a while.