Dec 16, 2009 21:35
Since last friday I have been working 10+ hour days everyday, including the weekend. I am starting to realize that I am almost burnt out. I can feel everything just slipping away. My attention span, my brain, my cares. Right now I couldn't care less if I lost my job. However, it seems I am in a far more political position then I would like to be.
My bosses are not stupid. They know that if I were to be gone the company would actually tank. After all they all know that my position is key to everything. I really hate that fact, it is not the job security that i wanted... well I lie yes I want job security. But not in a boring dead end job.
Bleh I am getting to tired these days. I think i need to sleep.