Let's see if this works
It's days like this that make think harder than usual. These lazy, rainy days. I find myself staring out the window wanting something new. I could play the guitar or go for a drive. I could go through all my shit and straighten up. I could do these things, but I don't want to. I want to do something new.. preferably with someone new. I'm mostly fine with the way things are. Things are moving again, thankfully. I'm getting my old job as an elevator constructor back. This means the world to me, it's a redemtion thing. It's an, I-beat-the-odds thing. When I look back at where I was last year, two years ago, three even. I see how much I've changed as a person. I like the change. I'm trying to decide whether I should go back and delete all the old entries from back then. I am not that person anymore, by far. So the question is do I bury the past, or keep it so I'm not doomed to repeat it. I don't think I could ever go that route again. I'm smarter, better, more assured than I ever have been and there's more change to come... So I look foward to my uncertain future, because I know full well that soon enough I'll be back on top of my game 100%..just need to take care of this lonliness tick lol...