Jun 23, 2004 10:44
yesterday math sucked. this morning chem was okay.
i worked last night until almost 10. studied a little bit while i was there. we actually went on a wait, which is weird for a tuesday. but then again, most people had summer already...except for me and the other wonderful chemistry students.
the other day when i went to barnes and nobles, there was this guy...he looked at my back pockets and was like, what is in there? so i told him it was my car keys. he turned to his friends and was like, should i reach in her pocket and take them out? blatantly letting me hear him. it was funny, and weird, but i forgot about it the next day...
...yesterday at work, at around 945, i was off. and he saw me, and was he like: i know you! key girl! so all of his friends started talking about it/me, but i went into the kitchen to see if my food was ready. when i came out, i sat down and started studying for chemistry. all of a sudden this kid is sitting next to me. he goes "i had to come over here, because i knew if i didnt i would never have a chance with you." pause. "although i doubt i have a chance with you anyway." it was really funny. hes cute, in a punkish way...the type of kid whose not afraid to make an ass of himself. which i respect. too bad it turns out hes only a sophomore at yorktown. maybe if he was older. he is friends with jack, though, and skates with him. so i just told him to tell jack to call me next time they were skating together. but i forgot his name. oops.
what this taught me: i am uncontrollable. i should just be thinking of mark, whether he deserves it or not is another question. even though we arent official. but maybe this shows that i shouldnt go in that direction, because i am easily distracted. as dan always told me, i love everything about relationships. except for the commitment. which poses a little bit of a problem.