life is not what i thought it was 24 hours ago
i guess im an idiot for thinking it was real .. n for thinking it meant something when i guess it meant nothing .. yeaa good job amanda .. claps for being sucha dumbass .. "would it mean anything if u knew what im left imagining in my mind"
*nothing is real n i want u to know that im not alright when u tear open my chest i'll try not to flinch won't make promises u taught me that .. im still losing whats left of my self esteem n im still watching the slow fading of all my daydreams*