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this basically sums up how i feel right now
next time u want to pHuck me over stab me in the front .. can i still see my future in ur eyes or can i picture myself dead in you embrace .. pHuck off like ur the only person that has ever cried or been broken by love spare me your pity party .. drunk off your own misfortunes .. can u taste my blood? u knew this would kill me but u carried on n on with ur selfish shiit .. burnt down my world u killed my hope .. spread out the ash n walked away .. next time i see u we will see who has the upper hand .. kiss my fist taste the floor .. tired of ur games -> pHuck off *goodbye*
ok so lastnite he didnt call so habeeb n mike called him n were jokin around pretending to be some huge guys that were gonna beat his ass ha .. so then they gave the phone to me .. i guess he thought i was callin him so he didnt call me but i didnt call him bcuz i thought he was callin me .. so anyways .. nothing was really said .. i sat in silence n he asked y i wasnt talking n i asked him what he wanted me to say .. i didnt really have much to say .. i was too upset to talk .. so i dunno we got off the fone like 5 minutes later .. n i went to steves room n cried .. then i saw habeeb in the hallway when i was walkin to go to bed .. n he gave me a hug n then kevin came out n was like 'creature u dont look so good' n then tim was there n i jus hauled ass upstairs to my room n balled my eyes out .. then i went outside n did a lil bitta this .. i dunno eventually i went to bed .. the end