so fucking confused.
fuck.
both roads seem like they're going to be dead ends.
i seriously fucking tried and all ive manage to land myself in is between a rock and a hard place.
i really dont need this stress.

i like how for the first time the happiest i can be, and the fact im even maybe thinking about throwing it all away for something im sure wont be as fulfilling.
what the fuck is wrong with me?cant i just for once be satisfied?
fuck.

everything in life seems pretty grand right now ( Read more... )

Thursday- Mikie Burkes House- Mcroberts, KY-4:30pm
Friday- Parrot Beach- Little Rock, AR - 9:00pm
Saturday- Southern Metal Music Fest- Dallas, TX-5:00pm
Sunday- Blair Park- Cumberland, KY- 8-9:00pm?
and hopefully gone to see terror and hatebreed monday.

going to be good/wild times.

two of our dogs have gotten sick and died this week.what a shitty fucking week.

to say im in a REALLY fucking pissed off mood is a understatement.
but at least last night was pretty cr00sh.
but goddamnit.
fuck the world.

-driving two hours to find out a show is canceled.thus no xrepresentx ( Read more... )

+death before dishonor/first blood tonight in johnson city.
+death before dishonor/first blood in huntington a couple weeks ago.
+100 demons/suffocate faster(2nd to last show) last week in lexington.
+cr00sh 100 demons hoodie
+getting the chance to see BLACKLISTED in march ( Read more... )

friday ( Read more... )

let see..ashley came over last weekend.it was nice.movies, videos games, and such ( Read more... )