saddened

[xdingo76x]

for the past few days/week i've been getting a feeling of sadness creep up on me. been trying to figure out what it was and today i think i finally got it. i had told my mom that i wouldnt be able to come home for thanksgiving, and even possibly christmas because i was trying to not use my vacation time since i had so many trips in the beginning

Comments

[spd06rcr]

OMG, those kids are absolutely adorable! Now I can see why you're getting into your funk. And I hope that Isis wasn't drinking that Corona!

Where does the family live?

[xdingo76x]

in the bay area....yes the kids are adorable...i miss carrying and playing with them, if for some scary and horrible reason i needed to care for them i would in a heartbeat...

[spd06rcr]

I guess it's a bit late now, but it's so close! You could just go home for the weekend.

[xdingo76x]

no i actually cant...home isnt really home anymore for me...there are too many extended family members in a 3 bdrm house...i just dont feel comfortable there anymore...

[spd06rcr]

I hear ya man. I know what it feels like to be a visitor in your own home.

[xdingo76x]

i guess thats why i'm going to have to make my new home my home...