May 07, 2007 00:44
I don't know what the fuck is going on anymore. I don't know what to do. Everything's a mess. If maybe just a couple of things were going on at once, I could handle it. But there's about ten things going on right now and I just can't deal with them all at once. I don't remember the last time I was this stressed out.
Fucked up dreams again. Just leave me ALONE.
I'll trade my suit of armor for flowers to say I'm sorry.
I'll trade my honor for a humbling moment and close it with a "sorry".
I'll bury the hatchet beneath the pillars upon which pride was built to say I'm sorry. Oh I'm so sorry.
Talking to her today made things just a little bit easier, though.
And speaking of females-
I miss Whitley :[.