Hello, I'm
Nostalgic.
Yes, it's true. My mom used to acknowledge my existence once upon a time.
He was already beating her by this point.
What happened?
Oh Ben. I miss you.
I dreamt about him the other day. I really hoped he prove us all wrong. Shame that he turned out a piece of shit.
Kiah.
Who remembers when I looked like this?
This day changed my life for good. Sometimes I look at this picture and tell her not to go. I tell her, "He's going to hurt you. He's going to ruin your life. You'll lose everything for him." But she never listens. Shame.
Perfect representation of who I really am.
The day I grew up.
Sometimes I miss Paige.
I hope you get everything you ever wanted and deserved, PJ. You're an amazing person and I sincerely wish only good things for you. I really hope you'll talk to me again one day.
I miss this girl.
And yes, I miss you too. I wish I could do something about it. I really do.
Thank you for everything. Don't blame yourself.
I'm sorry I'm so distant. I really am trying. Let's be like this again one day soon, okay? You're still the most important person in my life, I promise.
I wish I could've saved you. I'm so sorry.
I want to be a bigger part of his life.
I used to be skinny.
I would have married you... I wish that things could've turned out differently. I'm sorry this had to happen.
Thank you so much for being a part of my life. I don't know what I'd do without you. I LOVE YOU.
Chelsea and Ryan should be in here as well... along with some others.
I can't sleep and I'm thinking of roosters and peacocks, pies, terriers, elves, kdan and the number two. Why why why am I doing this?