Memories.

Apr 17, 2007 04:35

Hello, I'm
Nostalgic.




Yes, it's true. My mom used to acknowledge my existence once upon a time.



He was already beating her by this point.



What happened?



Oh Ben. I miss you.



I dreamt about him the other day. I really hoped he prove us all wrong. Shame that he turned out a piece of shit.



Kiah.



Who remembers when I looked like this?



This day changed my life for good. Sometimes I look at this picture and tell her not to go. I tell her, "He's going to hurt you. He's going to ruin your life. You'll lose everything for him." But she never listens. Shame.



Perfect representation of who I really am.



The day I grew up.



Sometimes I miss Paige.



I hope you get everything you ever wanted and deserved, PJ. You're an amazing person and I sincerely wish only good things for you. I really hope you'll talk to me again one day.



I miss this girl.



And yes, I miss you too. I wish I could do something about it. I really do.



Thank you for everything. Don't blame yourself.



I'm sorry I'm so distant. I really am trying. Let's be like this again one day soon, okay? You're still the most important person in my life, I promise.



I wish I could've saved you. I'm so sorry.



I want to be a bigger part of his life.



I used to be skinny.



I would have married you... I wish that things could've turned out differently. I'm sorry this had to happen.



Thank you so much for being a part of my life. I don't know what I'd do without you. I LOVE YOU.

Chelsea and Ryan should be in here as well... along with some others.

I can't sleep and I'm thinking of roosters and peacocks, pies, terriers, elves, kdan and the number two. Why why why am I doing this?

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