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so im feeling pretty good. im starting to have a lot of confidence in myself again. i know im still heavy and i would like to be thiner but i have lossed 23 pounds and over all am pretty happy. i think a lot of people have noticed a change in me confidence wise. and i think its good. when i have my bad days they are pretty bad, but nothing like they had been. this weekend im gonna go out and im gonna give toni a call and see if they wanna go to the movies or something like that. im very satisfied right now with my life even if i dont have everything i want or what not i think i will end up either getting them or being very happy with what i do have. and right now im basically at that piont. not completely satisfied with my life as whole but still happy. i dont think it takes much to think of why its not perfect, in fact i think if u didnt know what i meant by this, i would ask why r u reading my journal lol... but i think i am finally getting to a level where i am okay with that. love yall *megs*