May 22, 2005 05:32
I will update later cause I am really tired and the only reason I usually do is because I am at school.
All I wanted to say is.......The reason I dont hang with you guys is because of all the fucking drama.
Ashley: You know what Ashley and I are alot alike when it comes to certain shit. Whenever we hang out I dont usually get Ashley's bad side as people call it. Probably cause we dont see eachother alot and we make the most of it? I think so.
Matt: Hes fricken Matt. You cant have drama with him it just doesnt work.
Sheila: We fight every now and than but its always over other girls and other boys. Stupid crap. When we are toghter its absolute happiness.
Brian: The day you called and asked Josh if we wanted to hang out and I said "no" is because I wanted to hang with Sam. I havent hung out with him in forever. Dont take it personally I just hate when you can act the way you use to about Jane and when Steve-o does the same to Kaitlin(who by the way he doesnt wanna date cause I have asked him) you make up some bullshit statement saying hes only doing it for this or that. If all that shit wasnt there id fucking KILL to hang with you.
Chris: Yea I dont even know what to say about you guy, I dont really know you. The only thing that really confuses me is how you could have sex with a girl than leave her after a week but again im sure thats equally Molly's fault too.
Jane: I dont like being around drugs and shit any longer. From what I hear drugs are the word encorporated with the name "Jane Ritter". It sucks to hear how your gonna do X again. After you said you wouldnt. Your always doin pills to get a high. Thats seriously all I ever fucking hear from people and I know its true cause your journal clearly states the fact that you do that stuff. Your such a pretty girl, infact your my gorgeous baby sister......I am scared to see the affect of smoking on you down the road. Real beauty is on the inside not the outside....too bad your insides will be tainted with poison and your skin will feel the affect of it. Dont allow yourself to die before your kids can grow up. You can change the world Janeathan......dont let the views of the world change you.....not negatively atleast. This is from my heart so dont say its none of my business cause I love you, your my sister in my eyes and what you do, what you say and what happens to you matters to me.
Josh: I love you man. Your fricken cool as all hell.
Nick: We got distant but I love you the same dude.
K-Money: We are close as all hell. Let's hope our drug test come back clean. I dont want anyone finding out we were snorting coke of eachothers cocks right before we went for that test.......
Shawn Crocker: Your fricken crazy cool. I love hanging with you cause you say some fucking weird things and you give me sexy man hugs.
Sam Ross: We started hanging out more and talking. It's awesome that your gonna play FFXI. We will be famous!! It will be like old times. Everquest times minus the Steve-o......cause Steve-o is a bitch.
Eureka sXe: I love all you guys and hanging out is fricken sweet. Except when we do lots of fricken cocaine and the cops come looking for us.......HAHA I kid