The Bandaid only covers the bullet hole...
Last night was...interesting.
Matt saw the lyrics that I put in my AIM profile and it started a huge, very serious conversation about my feelings for him.
The song that's in my profile is by Leanne Rimes "How do I Live"
I hadn't intended on telling him any of what I told him...but he had to fuckin' ask.
And I don't like lying to him, so I told him how I felt. Yeah, I told him that I love him.
He doesn't like to talk about serious things, so he kept trying to "lighten the subject" which was funny...most of the time. [It actually slightly annoyed me]
Today we talked a lot. He called me just to say hi.
[Over the time that Alex has been here, me, her, and Heather have come up with a code for when we see hot guys. We say cheesecake.]
Today Matt asked me if we had seen any cheese cakes and I said this: "You know there's only one cheese cake I want."
He playfully told me to shut up and I retorted "Ooooh, I'm just trying to lighten the subject!" Then he told me to not steal his line. LOL
I don't know.
I really do love him. Here's some things that he does that don't help my situation:
Text me and tell me that I looked beautiful today
Say that he'd be lost without me
Compair my eyes to his daughters' and then say how much he loves them
Call me just to say hi
Call me and tell me how happy he is that he got a good grade on his project
Tell me that he misses me
Tell me what a good person I am
._.
*sigh*
Matt saw the lyrics that I put in my AIM profile and it started a huge, very serious conversation about my feelings for him.
The song that's in my profile is by Leanne Rimes "How do I Live"
I hadn't intended on telling him any of what I told him...but he had to fuckin' ask.
And I don't like lying to him, so I told him how I felt. Yeah, I told him that I love him.
He doesn't like to talk about serious things, so he kept trying to "lighten the subject" which was funny...most of the time. [It actually slightly annoyed me]
Today we talked a lot. He called me just to say hi.
[Over the time that Alex has been here, me, her, and Heather have come up with a code for when we see hot guys. We say cheesecake.]
Today Matt asked me if we had seen any cheese cakes and I said this: "You know there's only one cheese cake I want."
He playfully told me to shut up and I retorted "Ooooh, I'm just trying to lighten the subject!" Then he told me to not steal his line. LOL
I don't know.
I really do love him. Here's some things that he does that don't help my situation:
Text me and tell me that I looked beautiful today
Say that he'd be lost without me
Compair my eyes to his daughters' and then say how much he loves them
Call me just to say hi
Call me and tell me how happy he is that he got a good grade on his project
Tell me that he misses me
Tell me what a good person I am
._.
*sigh*