Drunken Lulibies
Why is it that when ever I have something so great it always gets torn away from me by some homly whore? This time it wasn't just great it was beyond perfect, and the homly whore was more drunk than me. I'm tired of it, I can't take it anymore. It truly sucks for me right now. You may have noticed how excited and happy I was about somebody and how amizing great things were going. But hey heres a news flash, my little fairy tale just turned into the brother's grim. Yet again there is another girl who has stepped into to play and is thrying to throw me out of the game. And she drinks more than me too, and shes a stoner. Arg FUCKING STONERS!!!!!!!! I hate peolple. My new years which I had been planning on having a perfect one this year, I'v been planning for it to be perfect for so long now. It absolutly the worst new years of my life. I'm going to be spending it home alone with my mother. How fucking pathetic is that, I hat addmitting it and right now I feel like crying my eyes out because in one hour my life which was becomeing somehting so great which it never has before has turned into a complete nightmare. Holy shit am I at a low point right now. I haven't felt this low since freshman year, and we all know that story, or at least you guys do I can't remember half of that whole year. I can gaurentee you that I was all happy an shit at least while I was on drugs. Oh don't worry I dont have any with me. Haha actually come to think of it I have some vics and some oxys. And plenty of them. But I cant start that shit again. I mean I already have an alcohol problem as it is and I swear I will die if you let me have both habbits at the same time. God damn it I feel like dieing right now. AHHHHHHH GOD DAMN IT I FUCKING HATE OTHER GIRLS RIGHT NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I need Jack!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Or at least I just need.......... SHANE........