briefing
wow, i feel like so many new things have happened in such a short time. life in new york seems to be on constant fast forward. i've been here 7 1/2 months. in the 2nd month i wanted to fucking leave! that would have been a mistake. i think i had just never in my life been challlenged by a city. every where else i have ever lived had been so easy to settle in, but new york, who could fucking describe this place ya know...put words to it.
after two years of being with someone it's weird to adjust to them not there. i'm still trying to adjust. it's not that she's not here anymore, now it's just constant bickering for one thing or another. someone kind of like your mother saying you are fucking it all up. NO NO, this is not fucking it all up. ...way to much anger to discuss all that..
it's 6:30 pm i am in williamsburg drinking a glass of wine in verb cafe. the music is fast and the wine slowly going to my head and i guess my fingertips that are having trouble with the sentences let alone the words. he's is over there just as energetic as always. with that most adorable little dinosaur tattoo on his neck..blah
i have no idea what i am saying really.
i got into school. the only school i applied for. the only school i wanted to go to. it's right in the city. the school of visual arts to study in their photography program.
jennie and clark will be here in 4 days.
i am now 2 glasses of wine into this.
fuck it
new york has my heart
oh and so does this brand new macbook pro
i tried some crazy drug the other night
wow never again with that one
another story to be told
if you ahve never been to new york
come
c'est la vie c'est la merde
aurevoir
after two years of being with someone it's weird to adjust to them not there. i'm still trying to adjust. it's not that she's not here anymore, now it's just constant bickering for one thing or another. someone kind of like your mother saying you are fucking it all up. NO NO, this is not fucking it all up. ...way to much anger to discuss all that..
it's 6:30 pm i am in williamsburg drinking a glass of wine in verb cafe. the music is fast and the wine slowly going to my head and i guess my fingertips that are having trouble with the sentences let alone the words. he's is over there just as energetic as always. with that most adorable little dinosaur tattoo on his neck..blah
i have no idea what i am saying really.
i got into school. the only school i applied for. the only school i wanted to go to. it's right in the city. the school of visual arts to study in their photography program.
jennie and clark will be here in 4 days.
i am now 2 glasses of wine into this.
fuck it
new york has my heart
oh and so does this brand new macbook pro
i tried some crazy drug the other night
wow never again with that one
another story to be told
if you ahve never been to new york
come
c'est la vie c'est la merde
aurevoir