stressed
I'm so friggin sleepy right now. As for why I'm updating my LJ at 1:35am I have no idea. Don't feel like going to bed because I'm having a great conversation with Megan, and I'm tired yet kinda bouncy, so yeah. I sent Sara a one thousand word PM so I did have a lot of energy tonight but it's wearing off now. I spent last night with Kale and slept a lot. It was fun I was just very tired. Today when I got home I pretty much did nothing. Cuddled with Tracey. Played with Tracey. Cuddled with her some more. (That's my dog, for those of you who may be thinking I'm a lesbian or something). Watched TV. Was lonely. Then spent the rest of the night on SH. I've been so stressed this week with college resuming it's second semester, my courses are all really hard and I dropped Psychology of Law. My forensic psychologist prof was a little too much for me. Natalie who I sat with will be mad at me but oh well, fuck it. It is basically set in stone now that if I get accepted to UVic, I'm going. For sure. I've applied to the school and to res and everything, I'm just waiting to hear back right now on a decision. I'd study Social Sciences for a year then complete my BA in Child and Youth Care. I'm really excited, if I get in, but also scared. I'll miss a lot of people but at the same time it'll be good to get away and I'm sure no one will miss me. Getting a headache so I'm going to bed. I will really miss my Tracey, who walked around the house today with her toy pumpkin in her mouth, and she wouldn't let go of it. Signing off for the night with a picture of the darling (kind of dark though, lighting in room.. but meh, she's still cute!).
