*will finally try to post more in my LJ* DX
Well xD i i know i never really posted here much for all this time i had my LJ account. But i think it's about time i start =X
Now where should i start?? XD Well today was a fairly average day at school, my mom and sister almost made me late again >=( we left the house around 6:55 and i have to be in class at 7:15 >=( i made it RIGHT on time at 7:14. the bell rang the second i entered my algebra classroom. Algebra has been going pretty well these days i guess but i generally just right notes to Vanessa the whole time since the only times i really see her during the day is after algebra, and again in the halls after art, and i walk her and andrew to their classes before going to lunch. I never really do eat lunch at school, unless theres a day when i happen to have money with me, i know that's not good but =X i eat when i get home...
Today, english was alright, although i was pretty disappointed with my group. Kyle and Toni (Toni's a girl btw) told Vikki she was out of the group because she didn't work with us yesterday, it wasn't all her fault though, she was offered to get some help from Mrs Courrier in the library. Vikki needs abit of extra help since he has a condition called dwarfism, yesh she is a dwarf, so tiny X3 and she's very nice and smart at that. It isn't her fault that at times, it's hard for her to pronounce things or comprehend certain things. But Kyle and Toni wouldn't let her work with us, now matter how many times i told them and vikki that she could work with us, they said no "i was overruled".I felt horrible but no matter how much i begged and pleaded and gave the puppy dog face to them, they wouldn't change their minds. It started to tick me off and i went silent once Vikki said that she was ok and would work by herself. I didn't want to talk to those two. I stayed quiet and worked on one part of the assignment. Soon after, towards the end of class, Mr Walton (english teacher) gave a lecture about how to work in groups and how most of of weren't doing a good job, and so on, that whoever you work with, you're supposed to be able to get along and get what ever is needed over and done with. I wanted to turn to both Toni and Kyle and say "what did i tell ya?" Tomorrow is the last day we have to work on this in class, AND we are gonna have to present and teach our topic to the rest of the class, they are gonna realize how much we need Vikki as well. *sigh* -_-
Another thing that bugs me is currently the lack of communication between friends, Mainly ones from school... i mean... seriously... i haven't talked to you for how long now?... few weeks??? and by that i mean phone, when i see you in the hall, you give me a great big hug and i walk all the way to A building with both of you. We talk, laugh and fool around, exchange notes that we wrote or pictures that we drew for each other during the classes we previously came from as if we are the best of friends. Yet... when i message you on aim, all i get are one worded answers, the effort that i put into start a conversation... is pointless, i understand that it's mainly because you don't usually hold many conversations over aim, that that is the way you mostly always talk on there. But still... since we haven't been talking over the phone like we used to... once... she came along... couldn't you atleast try to be more talkative online?.. since that's the only place i can speak to you.... and even know that she's gone.. i have yet to receive any call from you... and i do miss you, i'm tired of one worded replies... i want to know how you are.. and i know that you are upset by the break up, but i wish you would understand that one week to get to know someone, is... not... enough.. -_- and look what happened? theres a few more things i could say on this topic... but mainly, the point is that i miss talking to you like we would a few weeks back, and not only i feel that way. other's do too. I hope you can infact realize this soon.
Well with that said, I'm actually not so bad. I've been able to talk to a few people more on msn these days =D such as hamim X3 i missed talking to her all the time, and nat too ^^ although the time zones really get in the way of being able to talk, so our time together is pretty limited. But it makes me really happy know that i can come home after a long day of school and look forward to speaking to each one of my friends. This Friday I'll be heading out to the Cape to see Rebecca for her birthday. And on saturday i believe we'll be going to see the blue man group preform. So the weekend i will be looking forward to, oh and i forgot xD i have a half day of school tomorrow. Have to make sure my grandmother knows.... and i guess for now.... this is all XD my hands are staring to cramp from typing so much, and i think the next door neighbor, Jim, is coming with an electritian to get started on some plans for the in-law we'll be adding onto our house so that my grandmother can eventually move in with us. hehe ^^