Just a bit o' ranting...
I never know how to start off posts...I just do.Anyways, the lack of writing could have resulted from A)boredom or B)busy schedule. It seems like i'm always busy with something, yet i end up doing it the night before, every time. I looked at my planner and every single day is filled with something I have to do or should do. And now i have this paper clip holding my last two paychecks from work that I never cashed in. Then i'm going to have to take out money anyway for some more art supplies >_<
I never thought I would actually be this stressed having all art classes. I mean, anything is better than writting assignments and papers, but art projects can be stressful as well. My brain can't emit creativity for all these classes. Like for my Senior Portfolio class, my professor is liking this film noir, chiaroscuro idea i have with my drawings so she wants me to look up different artists and movies. Then she wants me to answer all these questions about my work like what am i trying to say with them or what is my story. But I don't have a freakin' story! I'm not really trying to say anything! I don't think so. I don't know...Urg! So i'm just basically looking at black and white film images, particularly Alfred Hitchcock, love him. And I have to get some supplies from Pearl. I wish I had a car, I don't like asking my parents to take me. Then for my history of graphic design class, I'm doing a paper on Alphonse Mucha and it's hard to find books about him in my library because they rearranged all the books. And my Photography teacher wants me to take some scenic pictures for class. Where the hell do I have time to do that?! And I'm involved in two clubs that are consistently e-mailing me about their events for International Week in October and how they need people to help them plan everything. Then what's pissing me off is the fact that everytime there's some event I really want to go to, my classes interfere with it. Like for instance, next week my school will be showing a variety of foreign films, but i won't be able to see half of them cause of my late Senior Portfolio class on Wednesday. It's not fair at all..
I never thought I would actually be this stressed having all art classes. I mean, anything is better than writting assignments and papers, but art projects can be stressful as well. My brain can't emit creativity for all these classes. Like for my Senior Portfolio class, my professor is liking this film noir, chiaroscuro idea i have with my drawings so she wants me to look up different artists and movies. Then she wants me to answer all these questions about my work like what am i trying to say with them or what is my story. But I don't have a freakin' story! I'm not really trying to say anything! I don't think so. I don't know...Urg! So i'm just basically looking at black and white film images, particularly Alfred Hitchcock, love him. And I have to get some supplies from Pearl. I wish I had a car, I don't like asking my parents to take me. Then for my history of graphic design class, I'm doing a paper on Alphonse Mucha and it's hard to find books about him in my library because they rearranged all the books. And my Photography teacher wants me to take some scenic pictures for class. Where the hell do I have time to do that?! And I'm involved in two clubs that are consistently e-mailing me about their events for International Week in October and how they need people to help them plan everything. Then what's pissing me off is the fact that everytime there's some event I really want to go to, my classes interfere with it. Like for instance, next week my school will be showing a variety of foreign films, but i won't be able to see half of them cause of my late Senior Portfolio class on Wednesday. It's not fair at all..