My Head's Spinning again right now.
Heya,
Wow this has been a night.. I got to go out with friends and had fun, but at the expense of my love.. She was left alone without anyone to talk to and had problems happening.. God i feel bad cuz of that.. I love her so much, and yet i almost ignored what was going on in her life, cuz i "had" to go out.. GOD I'M AN ASS SOMETIMES..
We just got done talking, she had gone out partying, for once.. Things happened and i was glad atleast i could be there to talk to and still am here.. Just now we are talking online instead of on the phone.. I can't risk another 300 dollar bill.. Even though its only cuz my dad would get mad or else i would never stop talking to her on the phone, ever...
To think we talked about what we did.. Her saying she thinks i dun want her in my life... That hurt so much to think about.. Not having her.. I love her with all I am.. She is my life.. And i want her to be my wife.. I couldn't live without her.. And no iw ouldn't mean living an empty life.. I know i'd die without her.. I wouldn't eat.. I wouldn't do anything but justlay in my bed and waste away.. No matter what people did.. I wouldn't care.. She's all i want in life, because SHE IS MY LIFE..
I have to much more going thru my head to write more right now.. I'll write more after i calm down...
Later,
Carl
Was at the end of my rope, had nowhere to go
Was at the end of my rope, I had nothing to show
Until the day I turned to You, was at the end of my
You call me crazy, man you make my day
My state of residence was disarray
At every party and as far as anybody knew - everything was cool, but
The truth was bottled up inside of me
I was as lonely as a man could be
And my 200 friends couldn't fill the void in my soul
It was a giant hole
Nothing made any sense
I thought there would never be an end
Then love came knocking at my door
Since I met You I've been alright
You turn all my darkness into light
Since I met You I've been okay, I've been alright
[Ya know I've been alright]
Since I met You I've been okay
You're rolling my winter into May
And since I met You I've been alright
I've been okay [since I met you]
I've been okay [since I met you]
You got me feeling like a million bucks
Some people write it up as Irish luck
But I know better, cause my rabbit's foot never did me a bit of good
The truth hit me like a sock in the eye
A revelation that I can't deny
Your love has overtaken every little part of me
You were what I needed
I'm carried away
[Nah Nah Nah]
Never seen the sunshine like today
You made something of my life
Since I met You I've been alright
You turn all my darkness into light
Since I met You I've been okay, I've been alright
[Ya know I've been alright]
Since I met You I've been okay
You're rolling my winter into May
And since I met You I've been alright
I've been okay [since I met you]
I've been okay [since I met you]
Was at the end of my rope
I had no where to go, go
Was at the end of my rope
I had nothing to show
Until the day that I turned to you
Was at the end of my rope
I had nowhere to go, go, go
Was at the end of my rope
I had nothing to show
Until the day that I turned to you
Was at the end of my rope
[Yeah, that's right, I'm talkin' to you]
Sick and tired
Sick and tired
Sick and tired
Sick and tired
Sick and tired of the same ol' fluff
You took me in and You shook me up
You got me tripping on a vision of eternity
I can see it clearly
~DC Talk's "Since I met you"
~From me to My Love
Wow this has been a night.. I got to go out with friends and had fun, but at the expense of my love.. She was left alone without anyone to talk to and had problems happening.. God i feel bad cuz of that.. I love her so much, and yet i almost ignored what was going on in her life, cuz i "had" to go out.. GOD I'M AN ASS SOMETIMES..
We just got done talking, she had gone out partying, for once.. Things happened and i was glad atleast i could be there to talk to and still am here.. Just now we are talking online instead of on the phone.. I can't risk another 300 dollar bill.. Even though its only cuz my dad would get mad or else i would never stop talking to her on the phone, ever...
To think we talked about what we did.. Her saying she thinks i dun want her in my life... That hurt so much to think about.. Not having her.. I love her with all I am.. She is my life.. And i want her to be my wife.. I couldn't live without her.. And no iw ouldn't mean living an empty life.. I know i'd die without her.. I wouldn't eat.. I wouldn't do anything but justlay in my bed and waste away.. No matter what people did.. I wouldn't care.. She's all i want in life, because SHE IS MY LIFE..
I have to much more going thru my head to write more right now.. I'll write more after i calm down...
Later,
Carl
Was at the end of my rope, had nowhere to go
Was at the end of my rope, I had nothing to show
Until the day I turned to You, was at the end of my
You call me crazy, man you make my day
My state of residence was disarray
At every party and as far as anybody knew - everything was cool, but
The truth was bottled up inside of me
I was as lonely as a man could be
And my 200 friends couldn't fill the void in my soul
It was a giant hole
Nothing made any sense
I thought there would never be an end
Then love came knocking at my door
Since I met You I've been alright
You turn all my darkness into light
Since I met You I've been okay, I've been alright
[Ya know I've been alright]
Since I met You I've been okay
You're rolling my winter into May
And since I met You I've been alright
I've been okay [since I met you]
I've been okay [since I met you]
You got me feeling like a million bucks
Some people write it up as Irish luck
But I know better, cause my rabbit's foot never did me a bit of good
The truth hit me like a sock in the eye
A revelation that I can't deny
Your love has overtaken every little part of me
You were what I needed
I'm carried away
[Nah Nah Nah]
Never seen the sunshine like today
You made something of my life
Since I met You I've been alright
You turn all my darkness into light
Since I met You I've been okay, I've been alright
[Ya know I've been alright]
Since I met You I've been okay
You're rolling my winter into May
And since I met You I've been alright
I've been okay [since I met you]
I've been okay [since I met you]
Was at the end of my rope
I had no where to go, go
Was at the end of my rope
I had nothing to show
Until the day that I turned to you
Was at the end of my rope
I had nowhere to go, go, go
Was at the end of my rope
I had nothing to show
Until the day that I turned to you
Was at the end of my rope
[Yeah, that's right, I'm talkin' to you]
Sick and tired
Sick and tired
Sick and tired
Sick and tired
Sick and tired of the same ol' fluff
You took me in and You shook me up
You got me tripping on a vision of eternity
I can see it clearly
~DC Talk's "Since I met you"
~From me to My Love