My Return from the "Void of Nothingness"... aka. Finally writing here again!
Heylo Heylo Heylo,
It's been a while since I wrote here hasn't it... Last time I remember writing, I was stalking lots about how I felt bad about leaving the love of my life alone without a ear to listen to her problems, and I was hurting because she felt I didn't want her. Some people say time changes everything, well I can say that isn't true... Those two things still come up from time to time, but never affect things in the long run, thank God. I love Carla with all I am, I can't wait till she is done with her college years so we may be wed and live together finally. Those will be happy days for sure. I only know that until those days I will try to do what I can to make her happy during the times we get to spend together, and to be there as a kind heart and open ear to her when she needs it. My heart has been aching and upon the part of bursting since she left, for I know we are soul mates and are to live together for eternity, no matter what some may say or what I might even think at the times of stress.
On another note I seem to finally have a working character for my Friday night vampire LARP. I made a character who is an eleventh generation vampire of the Giovanni clan, a mob style clan that is very settled with the idea of necromancy, incest, organized crime, and other "taboo". So far he's done very well within the storyline and I'm hoping it continues to work this well, as I finally am enjoying the game without causing problems for others... For once. Its fun being a key player in the game instead of just another vampire sitting in the background who will eventually be used as fodder.
I'm finally starting to realize some things also, the fact I am wanted by my friends. Something I always doubted was that my friends wanted me hanging out with them, I've finally realized they do like my company. I've realized this thanks to Aaron, Jim, and Katie who seem to invite me along to hang out with them when usually other friends wouldn't say a word. It feels nice to be wanted, its something I’ve always lacked with some of my close friends, including my "roommate".
Well I'm finished writing for now, but hey at least I wrote sumtin... RIGHT?
~C.
PS- See Katie I do write in it once in a while! So Nyah.... :-P J/k Love ya!
E Nomine
Vater Unser
E nomine patris et fili et spiritus sancti
Vater unser der Du bist im Himmel
Geheiligt werde Dein Name
Dein Reich komme
Dein Wille geschehe
Wie im Himmel als auch auf Erden
Unser taglich Brot gib uns heute
Und vergib uns unsre Schuld
Wir auch wir vergeben unsern Schuldigern
Und fuhre uns nicht in Versuchung
Sondern erlose uns von dem Ubel
Denn Dein ist das Reich und die Kraft und die Herrlichkeit in Ewigkeit
Amen
E nomine patris et fili et spiritus sancti
E nomine patris et fili et spiritus sancti
Vater unser der Du bist im Himmel
Geheiligt werde Dein Name
Dein Reich komme
Dein Wille geschehe
Wie im Himmel als auch auf Erden
Und vergib uns unsre Schuld
Wir auch wir vergeben unsern Schuldigern
Wir auch wir vergeben unsern Schuldigern
Vater hore meine Stimme
Herr hore meine Stimme