There's no one else like you, so don't disappear.

Sep 30, 2012 19:35

I'm not going to spend a lot of time writing this, but there are so many stressful things going on lately in your lives and it drives me nuts that I can't help every single person. A few people are contemplating suicide, when that's not the answer. So, let me just write things here, which are the exact things that I feel.

1. You are human.
2. You have a life.
3. You do matter.

Stop hurting yourself, you don't deserve it, you deserve better. All of you are so young and have lives to live. If you do something so drastic as to remove yourself from this world, you are not only ending your life, but you're saying fuck you to all the people that care about you. I know it's hard to get through life, as we all go through different things, and some of us are faced with traumatic situations that we didn't deserve to go through, but the world stops for no one.

However, that doesn't mean that you should take the easy way out and end it. You are saying that it's okay to end it, when you don't know what your future will be like, you don't know where you could end up, it is a part of life. It's stressing me out to no end that so many of you are ridiculously hard on yourselves to the point of where you think you are a hindrance to everyone on the planet, when in reality - you aren't. There are people out there who would love to meet you, and I'm sure you at least have one friend who is happy to have met you, whether you realize it or not.

One of the biggest goals that I've always had is to make a difference (a positive one) in someone's life. Like, a huge impact that they will remember forever, something that wakes them up out of the trance that they are in so that they can realize how much they actually really are worth.

You guys are all so precious. Everyone is some sort of diamond - whether it is a diamond in the rough, or someone who is glistening brightly to everyone. I can't force you to see that, but I can keep telling you what I see inside of you all.

I can't make myself into multiple people to be more than just one person to tell you that you're worth it, or that you're priceless. I can only speak from the person that I am myself. A lot of you are young kids still, jesus christ, and I don't mean that in a derogatory way. I mean, some of you are still in highschool, that classifies as a young kid to me, not used in the derogatory term to call someone dumb, because I don't mean it like that at all. It's not like I'm THAT much older, but regardless of your age, you shouldn't kill yourself.

I am going to be the one to apologize on behalf of all of the fucking assholes that mistreated you throughout your life so far. I'm far from perfect, and I've made mistakes myself, but I've never degraded someone so much. I know how it feels because I went through it, too, but I'm still here - I'm living, I'm standing, and I'm making it through my life. It hasn't been easy for me, and I don't expect it to be, but I'm excited for my future, just like you should be.

If you take away your life, you're missing out on so much in the future. Shit may be terrible now, but it gets better, I promise.

You are all amazing people, I wish I could give everyone hugs, because some of you could really use them. Please pick yourselves up and stay strong for your friends/family, but most of all - for yourself.

I'm going to go lay down now because this is not making me feel great at all. It sucks feeling so helpless, but please - just wake up.

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