Sep 01, 2004 22:06
Well let's see this was the first week with alex in college. I have to say it's not the same...i miss yah! This school week was um a pain in a not so nice place. I'm like not the straight A student i once was. i just have to much crap on my mind...and yah i haven't told anybody but i need to get it out. My cousin was playing paintball and somebody hit him in the face. Now he's blind for the rest of his life. yah not cool. yah that affected me in a way i like lashed out on a person for no reason and then my friend got involved *smacks head*. after i did it a felt so natious. i skipped out of jub. so i have no clue what's goign on with it. but i couldn't be there. then i felt "nappy"i'm so afriad our friendship won't be the same...friends forever? (from ur gj)
anywayz spiffy stuff now. i had my birthday and yah me and "cowboy" are friends again. i'm glad cuz we used to be best budds but then the fact that i'm a girl adn he's a guy made in awkward or something. anyway. and me adn tay tay and erin have gotten closer. YEAH! they are awesome! For my bday i got to go to Olive Garden. i love that place. Let's see..and my and krrrristen have become chem buddies lol. good times. i was pretty fast in swimming too.plus leslie spent the nite. i love hanging with her. we neevr get too either. and it had been a whiel since me adn brian hung together. i thank God everynight for giving my the best friends i could ever ask for! i knwo that's sappy but it's the DAMN truth!
not so spiffy...i feel totally responsible for kari's tarsal? i wasn't with her when it happened. i should have been. i woudl have been liek kare bare dont' do that. i could have prevented it but w/e. Hukuna Mata! then my friend BOB's (name's have been changed to save embarrassment)grandpa died. I talked ot his mom ont eh phone and she started crying. that was like a slap in face for me. i mean BOB has always been liek mr. teaser. we liek kid around and stuff but like...u can't kid around with a death. idk what to say...i was just liek i'm sorry BOB.and then the cane's coming adn i have to leave my cat's. yah and i'm like big on this kinda stuff so i skipped swimming...i mean i'm liek all calm and relaxed when other people are upset. When they leave the room i liek crash.i seriously can't take 3 honors classes and 2 ap plus swimming everyday. i am like so glad for the days off. otherwise people may point adn scream cuz they thought zombies were not real. lol.that's for now.
STAY SAFE LOVE YALL!!!
~jane