Feb 12, 2005 16:04
for some stupid odd reason i always seem to update my lj when im depressed, and right now isnt any different. So much shit going on that i hate and at this moment, i could less about my b-day party 2night cuz i know nothing right now can make me happy. Life really shouldn't be this fucked up and everything that can screw up a person's life is happening to me in just a month.
I wish i was just back on my cruise because i was actually happy and nothing was going wrong at that moment. Everything is just so screwed up my list could go on for hours...
ugh, i have to go and get ready and set up for my party...lata
being 16 isn't starting out 2 great...