I feel so emo right now

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I dunno y im updating. there is really no point. I've just reliezed that i've felt really emo lately. It's weird, one second im all happy then the next life sucks. I feel really bipolar right now, kind of weird. ya. and life hasn't been that peachy but hopefully things will get better in a few months. Over past years, i've reliezed that January and Febuary are just the worst months for me. Every shitty thing that has happened to me has happened during those months. O well, i can look forward to March then. Ah, today is my bro's birthday, so happy birthday to him. Yesterday I went to Kobe's with my family and i got some really neato stuff. I got cool car stuff and this awesome purse lamp for my room along with some other really cool things. It's really exciting. And on friday was pretty exciting. not really get into it because basically every1 that might read this should already know what happened.

Ah, i really should go to bed now. Im so tired, i got home not to long ago and haven't had time to do anything. Driver's ed is going good i guess. Im just so angry ive been so upset so much. It sucks being upset and then i take it out on my mom which is never good. Ah, i really just need some sleep, so good night. (i really dont think this journal made any sense or had any point but o well)

...I miss paradise...