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i think im beginging to lose it, if i ever had it at all.
i wrote out a will the other night, just in case something happens to me.
im slipping into a depression again, i think its because i dont have time for my friends anymore.

i think i want to run away from here.

All work no play make Ian dull boy.  All work no play make Ian dull boy.  All work no play make Ian dull boy.  All work no play make Ian dull boy.  All work no play make Ian dull boy.  All work no play make Ian dull boy.  All work no All work no play make Ian dull boy.   All work no play make Ian dull boy.  All work no play make Ian dull boy.  All ( Read more... )

i just have to survive untill may

i have some new cancer.

yeah

so

i dont really have cancer but, something is wrong with me. 
heat exaution, plain old exaution, poor spelling, a really bad head-ach, im really not sure.

but it hurts.

and i cant stop listening to panic!, and i dont want tolisten to it, if that fills anyone up with some sort of odd sense of happiness

so another year older another year wiser right?  well i dont really know about that ( Read more... )

so i made it 1 year and three days without being pulled over.

368 days

and half of them i wasnt driving

fuck the suwanee police.

happiness

isn't found at the bottom of a bottle

or  inside a glass pipe

happiness

isn't found in someone else's words

or in a quote or lyric

happiness

isn't found in the midst of an endless drive

or on random trips away from home

happiness

true happiness

is found inside of you

in your heart and in your mind

happiness

true happiness

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so im home, pics will be coming soon...