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hey guys..
well Sunday before i went to bed i ended up talking to someone on the phone for like almost an hour and 45 mins.. plus the person called me. That was the highlight of my day.. :)
Yesterday was school.. day 2 thankfully. Geometry, English, Seminar, Lunch with Britney at her house, then Child Development. After school i walked with Britney to her house, then my mom got us and dropped us off in downtown Royal Oak around 330. We walked around down there getting job applications at resturaunts, etc. Then walked back to her house and got there by 630. Afterwards Ben h + Ben k got us for a little.. then we met up with Fishel and left with him. Drove around looking at houses, etc. then took Britt home, then me. Then did homework.. that was my exciting day.
and for Today i had school.. day 1.. eh, kinda. Spanish, Dance, Biology but i didn`t go.. my mom got me then Ben k met us at my house and we hung out for a bit then he left, Lunch i got dropped back off at the school and Britt + me walked to her house, then Econ. After that Ben k got me, we got ice cream at Frosty Freeze, then picked up Lizz from Patengill. Then we stopped by Greg`s house and he took us home. So i watched my sister for a couple hours and now i`m home alone.. bored outta my mind + wanna leave her but at the same time i`m kinda tired so i might just go to sleep.. hmm.
well i talked to my father on the phone last nite and he`s decided that when i turn 16 i might not get my grandpa`s car ((which no one drives anyways..)) but that if i don`t it`ll be because he`s buying me a different car.. so that was definitly some good news.
also, Britt and me are prolly getting a job at Comet Burger in downtown Royal Oak.. the manager said that he`s firing someone and then he`s gonna call us in to start training. So if it works out then that`ll be good too.. hopefully.
So i realized today that progress reports are coming out next Tuesday.. that`s crazy that the school year has already gone by that much. I`m thinking more about what my grades will be on it though.. tests suck.
besides that stuff nothing is really new or anything..
I finally got to talk to Crystal + Angela a lot today.. and we got it straightened out that whatever happened about them talking shit about me and Britney or whatever is over and everything`s all good.. so that`s good. I <3 you girls!
And everything else with friends is going pretty good too.. not fights going on or anything.
one thing though is that some more people came up to me today about me going out with Ben k and all i have to say is no . We aren`t going out and we aren`t going to be.. there aren`t even any feelings there as more than a friend ((or at least not on my part)).. so the end.
the person i do have feelings for though is.. i dono. We`ve been talking more than before but it goes on and off.. like.. we`ll be talking // hanging out a lot then for a few or couple weeks we won`t.. then we will again.. then we won`t. still though.. he`s the only guy i actually care about like that and the only guy i have cared about like that for a while.. so what`s a girl to do..
well i`m about done so maybeee i`ll write sometime soon..
and leave something guys letting me know you`re reading.. cuz i don`t know if anyone even has been.
IN THE LAST 24 HOURS HAVE YOU?:
01. Cried: no
02. Bought something: yeah
03. Gotten sick: nope
04. Sang: nope
05. Eaten: yeah
06. Been kissed: no
07. Felt stupid: yuppers
08. Wanted to tell someone you loved them, but didn't: hm.. i didn`t exactly want to but at the same time i didn`t not want to, but no i didn`t tell them anyways
09. Met someone new: yeah
10. Moved on: ha.. no
11. Talk to an ex: yeah
12. Missed an ex: yes
13. Talked to someone you have a crush on: yes
14. Had a serious talk: it was kinda serious.. not really though
15. Missed someone: yes
16. Hugged someone: yeah
17. Fought with your parents: no
18. Dreamed about someone you can't be with: not really, no
SOCIAL LIFE:
01. Best girl friend: britt, my mommm, lica, jane, kell, crystal, angela, carly, jenna, rachel
02. Best boy friend: corey, ben k.. maybe
03. Boyfriend/Girlfriend: no
04. Hobbies: modeling.. that`s about it
05. Pager: no
06. Are you center of attention or the wallflower: depends on who i`m with + where at
07. What type of automobile do you drive: i don`t
08. What type of automobile do you wish you drove: a cute little white car with a little pink on it
09. Would you rather be with friends or on a date: depends on the friends.. the guy.. or the plans
10. Where is the best hangout: somewhere fun with people i can have fun with
11. Do you have a job: not at the moment.. i might soon though
12. Do you attend church: sometimes
13. Do you like being around people: it depends on who.. and usually yeah but sometimes i like being alone
WHO:
01. Have you known the longest: rachel and allan
02. Do you argue with the most: i usually don`t argue with people
03. Do you always get along with: britt, corey, and a couple other people
04. Is the most trustworthy: britney, rachel, my mom, corey, lica, lexi, that`s all i can think of
05. Makes you laugh the most: being in a group with my girlies, and a couple other individual people
06. Has been there through all the hard times: no one has really been there through all of them.. there`s a few people who have been there through most of them or would be
07. Has the coolest parents: me.. or britt`s mom
08. Has the scariest siblings: lica`s little bro and christina`s little bro
09. Is the most blunt: when it comes to me, not enough of them
10. Is the smartest: i dono
PERSONAL:
01. Who is your role model: i don`t have one.. i look up to my mom though
02. What are some of your pet peeves: liars, people who judge without knowing, etc
03. Have you ever liked someone you had no chance with: prolly
04. Have you ever cried over the opposite sex: yes
05. Do you have a "type" of person you always go after: i don`t really 'go after' too many different people.. the people i have gone after though kinda resemble each other lookwise but not too much personality wise
06. Have you ever lied to your best friend(s): yes
07. Ever wanted to get revenge on someone because they hurt you: yes.. i don`t remember if i did though
08. Would you rather be dumper or dumped? neither.. it all depends though
09. Rather have a relationship or a "hookup": relashionship.. but only if they`re the only person i wanna be with
10. Want someone you don't have right now: kinda, yes
11. Ever liked your best guy/girl friend: yes
12. Do you want to get married: yes
13. Do you want kids: yes
14. Do you believe in psychics: um.. kinda
15. Do you believe in soulmates: yes
16. What is your favorite part of your physical appearance: i don`t have a favorite part of me
17. What is your favorite part of your emotional being: i don`t feel the need to do something i don`t wanna do just because other people want me to // are doing it
18. Are you happy with you: overall, yeah
19. Are you happy with your life: sometimes, right now there`s a couple things that could be better but nothing`s perfect
20. If you could change something in your life right now, what would it be: a certain 'someone' and me would be back together and soooo happy..
CURRENT:
Current Clothes: pj pants + a tank top
Current Mood: bored.. not happy, but not sad.. i don`t really know
Current Music: * it matters to me -- faith hill
Current Hair: down, kinda curly // wavy
Current Annoyance: i have nothing to do and i`m bored
Current Smell: air
Current Desktop Picture: it`s white with a quote in pink letters
Current Favorite Artist: don`t have a favorite
Current Favorite Group: same ^
Current Book you're reading: i`m not.. i`m gonna read *someone like you* though
Current CD in CD Player: a mix.. i think
Current DVD in player: mona lisa smile
Current Color Of Toenails: hot pink
Current Refreshment: nothing
Current Worry: what`s he thinking // feeling // doing // etc..........
FIRSTS:
First Best Friend: rachel
First Elementary School: Harding
First memory: off the top of my head.. going to the park with my father when i was like three
First clear memory of soccer: um.. seeing someone play it on tv?
First real job: hm.. i`nve never had one besides for babysitting or modeling
First real crush: allan when we were little
First screen name: carebear11259
First funeral: i think my great grandpa
First pets: harley.. my doggy i used to have
First piercing: a hole in each ear.. i was 7
First enemy: um.. i have no idea
First big trip: sea world with the family.. i was like 6
First musician you remember hearing in your house: oldies.. eric clapton, temptations, etc
LASTS:
Last cigarette: i don`t smoke
Last big car ride: big.. i dono. car ride.. ben k taking me and my sister home from school
Last good cry: either thursday or friday if not more recently.. and corey came to the rescue
Last library book checked out: i don`t know.. it was over the summer
Last movie seen: 13 going on 30 .. ?
Last beverage drank: water
Last food consumed: ice cream
Last crush: tommy
Last phone call made: britt or fishel
Last time showered: this morning
Last shoes worn: while sandals from old navy
Last CD played: mix
Last item bought: i don`t remember
Last annoyance: i dono.. i`m bored
Last ice cream eaten: after school with ben k
Last shirt worn: a baby blue one i wore to school today.. or the tank top i have on
Last website visited: this one
ABOUT YOU:
Spell your first name backwards- eicaL
The story behind your user name- i wanted a new one.. and i just finished watching the movie CrazyBeautiful
DESCRIBE YOUR:
Jewelry worn daily: a ring from my mom, a charmbracelet chain from my cousin, a bracelet my sister made me, a pink bead bracelet + a green bead bracelet, and a gold necklace with a heart charm and my birthstone inside. and right now a rubber band from kenny + two hair tyes
Pillow cover: it`s carebear.. that`s my bed set :)
Underwear: mudd.. baby blue and white, plus a little yellow
Shoes: i`m not wearing any at the minute. i mostly wear sandals though or my white + pink suede adidas
Favorite shirt: i don`t know.. a cute tank top
Piercings: ears -- 8, and belly button
WHO or WHAT (was/is/are/are you)
In my mouth: nothing
In my head: thoughs about someone.. and what song i`m gonna play next
Wishing: for more than this
After this: dono..
If you could get away with it and murder anyone, who and for what reason: lol.. i wouldn`t wanna murder anyone
Next to you: a window, clothes, nothing too special
Something you're looking forward to in the upcoming month: homecoming
Do you believe in love: yes
Do you believe in soul mates: yes
Do you believe in love at first sight: to an extent
Do you believe in Heaven: yes
Do you believe in forgiveness: yes
Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend? no
How long have you been together: --
Do you believe in God: yes
What do you want done with your body when you die: buried in a caskat
Who is your worst enemy: no one
If you could have any animal for a pet, what would it be? a dog ((but i have one)).. so a dolphin
What are 2 cities you wouldn't mind relocating to: caseville for the summer time.. and i dono where else
What are some of your favorite pig out foods: suckers
What's something that you wish people would understand: i dono
What's something you wish you could understand better: why certain people do the things they do
Anyone you miss that you haven't seen in a long time: rachel, and tommy..
Pepsi or Coke? neither.. but coke
Do you type with your fingers on the right keys? yeah
What is under your bed? lots and lots of shoes
got a lucky number? not lucky.. but favorite.. 9
What's something you did that you thought you'd never do? push away so many chances, etc for someone
Something you'd love to do, but haven't yet, or don't have the guts to do: i wanna sky dive
Magic power: read people`s minds
Do you believe in destiny? yes
Reasons you're late for work/school: i take foreverrr to get ready.. and take my time at just about everything if i want to no matter what
Who is the sexiest person ever? umm.. there`s a couple people.. but there`s one person who i love looking at