kissed me on the cheek and i fell in love
so yeah i haven`t wrote in almost a week..
and since not everybody wants to hear about my day by day life.. here`s an overall..
School`s going pretty good.. i`m trying to do really good in all my classes cuz i wanna get my gpa up and stuff. So it`s not too bad as long as i keep doing my homework and not missing a lot. I just need to start studying more for the tests + quizzes.. plus Biology is just eh.
As far as the family situation goes.. i`m gonna start making for time for my father cuz we talked a couple nites ago and it was a pretty deep convo ((as least on his part)). And my mom and me have been getting in a couple dumb short fights every now and then, same with me and Lizz but that`s no biggie.
Lately i`ve been with Britney a lot if not like everyday.. it`s really cool though because she`s someone who i actually trust and plus she`s so much fun to be around. I miss my girlies though like Carly, Kell, Lica, Michelle, and some other people though. And i`ve been with either Fishel or Ben k, Ben h, Greg, and those guys which is always fun. I also got to see Ben s, Kenny, Andrew and those guys from ferndale over the weekend who i missed bunches. And i saw Brad and those guys who i wouldn`t really say i missed bunches ((besides Brad)) but it was nice seeing them.
Modeling is going pretty good right now for as much as can be happening. I got my pics from the photoshoot for my portfolio but the comp cards haven`t come in the mail yet. Plus i had an audition for Marshall Fields on Saturday and i don`t know if i got it yet.. i should be finding out soon though. So that`s about it.
I wanna get a job at a resturaunt to be a host.. at the same time i don`t wanna have a job though.. hm. I need one anyways.
And as for my love life.. i don`t really have one. There`s someone i care about though.. like a lot a lot and i`m pretty sure everyone knows who it is. And i know that even though i messed up a lot like over a year ago.. I just want us to get really close again. And as far as me and Ben k go.. there`s nothing going on there.. he`s just a good friend of mine.
So yuppers.. that`s about it.
I`ll write later.. xo
(( then the day by day play is in an lj cut -- ))
i haven`t wrote since Monday after school.. so that`s where i`ll start..
Monday*- Before my mom, Lizz, and me left to go to the movies Corey, Ben k, and Ben h showed up to visit or something. Then they were gonna go with us but didn`t have money. So just me, my mom, and Lizz went and saw *Shrek 2* and it was sooo cute! Then after that i was gonna go to Ben h`s house to hang out with him, Ben k, and Cc but i just went home instead.
Tuesday*- I had school.. Day 2. For lunch Britt and me just sat on the stairs and talked about like everything.. it`s cool to have someone you can just to about anything and not be worried about them opening their mouths about it. Then after school Ben k got me from bhs and took me to get Lizz from Patengill. Then we stopped by Greg`s house, then 7-11 to see Jane, then he took us to my house. Later on i don`t remember what i did.
Wedenesday*- I had school again and it was a Day 1. And after i had been in the school for like five minutes a hall monitor gave me a responsibility hour.. eh. So yeah that`s where i spent my lunch but whatever. Then after school i went home.. then i walked to Mike`s house and met up with him and Brad. We walked to the park and met up with Greg, Nile, and whoever else there. Then after a while i walked home. Then a little later my mom took me to Britney`s house. Then we went to Hartfields and me + her played pool at first with Brian a little. Then Fishel, Rich, Dan, Timmy, and Jane finally showed up and we bowled a few games.. it was pretty fun. After that Britt and me got Burger King. Then met up with Fishel and Brian.. then we all saw Ben k, Kell, and Greg for a little bit. Then Fishel, Brian, Britt, and me were just hanging out in his car in front of my house til i got really tired so i just went in.
Thursday*- There was no school cuz of a Jewish holiday so i slept in then woke up and did whatever. I was pretty upset about something and i was home alone so Corey came over to see if i was alright and he came with Kell and Ben k.. aw thanx guys. Then they had to leave cuz i went and got my stitches out.. owwie. Then that nite i got dropped off at Britney`s house and we were gonna go to the movies with whoever to go see *Saved* but nobody could go. So instead we walked to Family Video and Taco Bell to get movies and food.. then we went back to her house and watched them. First we watched *New York Minute* which i thought was pretty good.. then we watched *Win a Date with Tad Hamilton* which was pretty cute too. Then we pretty much fell asleep so that was it.
Friday*- Britt and me woke up and hung out at her house and watched *13 Going on 30* which was sooooooo cute. Then we went tanning.. then walked to Anderson and ran // walked around the track.. then walked back to her house and made brownies.. then my mom picked me up. So i hung out at home for a while.. then while i was here Ben S came over and we hung out for a little bit and talked while i got ready. Then Britt and her mom came and got me and we went to her house. Then Fishel, Steve*o, Johnny, and Brian came and got us. So we went to Fishel`s house and saw his alligators and doggys. Then went to Steve*o`s dad`s house and met Al and some chick there but we were leaving there so Fishel took Britney home, then me and that was it.
Saturday*- I woke up and Ben S came over for a little bit. Then i got all ready and stuff cuz i had an audition. then my mom dropped me off there and it took forever.. there were about 160 people there trying out and i was number 83 to walk down the runway.. i hope i did good. Then i left early cuz my mom was already in that area. So we got to my house and i did whatever.. then Kenny and Andrew came over and we hung out at my house for a bit then went for a walk. Then they left cuz i was leaving and Dan and Rich came and got me. Then we got Britney and met up with Fishel, Brian, Kari, and Laura and we all went to Troy Days. After that we picked up Timmy and we all went to National.. then everyone went back to Timmy`s house and hung out there for a bit. Britt and me went and talked to his sisters and their friends.. and we kinda woke Tommy up to tell him hi but who knows if he rmembers. Then after Rich, Dan, and Brian left Britt and me there cuz Rich doesn`t wanna 'get in trouble' Fishel and Britney drove me home and i fell asleep on the way to my house.
Today*- I woke up and Ben S came over.. so we were just hanging out doing whatever and he was helping me sort through clothes cuz we had a FrOnT YaRd SaLe today. So yeah.. he kept going back and forth between my house and his g-parent`s house across the street. Then Ben k and Ben h came over for a little bit but i didn`t leave with them so after a while they left. Then after a while i went inside the house and ended up falling asleep for a couple hours. Then Ben S and Kenny came over and we hung out at my house. Then i started doing homework and they came back over but i had to finish that before i could do anything. So yeah.. now i`m done and i`m writing in this.. how exciting.