second to last
so its really hard for me to see happy couples in love. showing each other. kissing each other. cuddling. i hate being mad at them for being happy in a way that i had and then lost. i also find a new kinship with gloria gaynor and "i will survive."
i'm so happy that i came here this summer, cause it was about me. not mike. i did it for me.
i guess when i get drunk i realize how much all this was to me. and how in love i really was. or am. or was. i dont know.
i'm gonna miss the house. and the people in it. i had a great summer and an amazing life here. i'm glad that i lived my life for me and no one else.
i'm drunk.
and scared.
i wish this was easier. it never gets easier.
i'm so happy that i came here this summer, cause it was about me. not mike. i did it for me.
i guess when i get drunk i realize how much all this was to me. and how in love i really was. or am. or was. i dont know.
i'm gonna miss the house. and the people in it. i had a great summer and an amazing life here. i'm glad that i lived my life for me and no one else.
i'm drunk.
and scared.
i wish this was easier. it never gets easier.