confused.
i dont know what got to me lastnigt,
i think it was just the thought of being there,
without him. so many memories ran though,
my head of the first night we hung out,
not as a couple, but two kids. alone.
thats pretty much the place where i decided
i liked him. & wanted to give this thing a shot.
]= lastnight turned to hell & tears. not of joy.
but jealousy. im sure they'll be more of them.
i hate relationships & breaking up.
im always the one to have feelings
still, deep down inside.
i ache.
i'm sad.
i'm confused.
i just want a boy to love me,
without saying they love another girl,
5 minutes later.
i want a boy that would make the change i did,
i lost so many friends, & stopped talking to one
all together, because he told me to.
& he was still doing the same thing.
why did i even listen to him?
maybe it was because i was in love?
or maybe i made myself believe i was...
i honestly don't know.
i think it was just the thought of being there,
without him. so many memories ran though,
my head of the first night we hung out,
not as a couple, but two kids. alone.
thats pretty much the place where i decided
i liked him. & wanted to give this thing a shot.
]= lastnight turned to hell & tears. not of joy.
but jealousy. im sure they'll be more of them.
i hate relationships & breaking up.
im always the one to have feelings
still, deep down inside.
i ache.
i'm sad.
i'm confused.
i just want a boy to love me,
without saying they love another girl,
5 minutes later.
i want a boy that would make the change i did,
i lost so many friends, & stopped talking to one
all together, because he told me to.
& he was still doing the same thing.
why did i even listen to him?
maybe it was because i was in love?
or maybe i made myself believe i was...
i honestly don't know.