It Was In My Heart
my life has been so stressful lately.& if you know me, you know im not one to deal with stress well. I’m going to lay low for awhile & try to concentrate on school, because school's more important that any boy in my life. If you haven’t heard already, im sure you'll hear it; me & Jonathan broke up, & it is for the best in my eyes in his eyes, I don’t know how he's taking it & I don’t care to know how he's taking it. He brought this whole thing pretty much on himself. I’ve tried to resolve the what was going wrong, but he just wouldn’t listen, so I did what was in my heart for months, & finally decided to end it.
thats not the only reason...
a big part of my decision was; him acting like a complete total ass. in front of me & my friends.oh & did i fail to mention that he's childish & way immature. oh & he has this little problem, i'd like to call it; HE LIES A LOT.& i just don't need someone like that in my life. he was pretty much bringing me down, even when i thought he was lifting me up. he was holding me back from my friends, in which i need more than him. pretty much if would just stay out of my life completly.
i'd be a happy camper. [=