May 29, 2005 01:56
its so cliched....but you dont know what you have until its gone.
i have never had to deal with the loss of anyone, let alone someone i actually was very close to and cared deeply about.
i will miss you so much grandpa, and im sorry i wasn't with you tonight, i really, really am.
to matt and robs: thanks for being such good friends, i really needed hugs and you both delivered.