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[xchinadesadex]

i am trying to work on myself here.i am the farthest thing from perfect and i am aware of the things that pete and i do that hurt nate.when i opened up about using the 6th month of pregnancy it wasnt something i said matter-of-factly.it was humiliating because i am ashamed of what i did.the main problem with pete and i is that he loves me but has a

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[adrimybaby]

hah I have also been with Mark for 6 years as of march 29th. My SO didn't understand at first but then........ he tried to teach me how to drive and I must say I think I scared the crap out of him because I kept on going faster and he was like put your foot on the break!!! an I did an we both came to an brupt stop an now I think he might be more afraid of me driving now heh. I have the same situation here with Adrianna. I don't really take her anywhere unless it is upstairs with my older neighbor lady Lola. she's like my adopted mom.grandma figure. So when she does this I can run to the mail house/office/store. Yeah a lot of people don't really understand why I don't have my liscense either. I am always having people tell me I need to get my liscense. I then try to explain my situation the best I can to them and tell then this is something I am going to do eventually but I am not ready right now. My mother who is Bi-polar/Schitzophrenic also never has had a liscense. She is now 58. My goal I think is to have my liscense by the time Adrianna is in kindergarten. She will be two in april so that to me makes it a little less scary. Don't think you need your liscense now, rather that you will need your liscense by the time your child starts school so that you can pick him up if he is sick, take em to soccar practice or whatever.