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[xchinadesadex]

i am trying to work on myself here.i am the farthest thing from perfect and i am aware of the things that pete and i do that hurt nate.when i opened up about using the 6th month of pregnancy it wasnt something i said matter-of-factly.it was humiliating because i am ashamed of what i did.the main problem with pete and i is that he loves me but has a

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[ccatsunfl0wer]

I hope what I said earlier didn't upset you, that is not what it was meant to do. I obviously care about you or I'd sit back and say nothing at all. But you seem like such a good person, and I want you to be happy and be treated the way you deserve to be treated. It took a lot of work for my husband and I, because I was just as guilty as he was re: emotional abuse. It's a two way street.

Keep your head up and keep working on yourself.

[xchinadesadex]

you didnt upset me,hon:)
im not oblivious to the environment pete and i are providing for nate.im working on changing myself,it takes time though.
anonymous has some valid points and has the experience growing up with that environment BUT anonymous admitted that she is not a parent.she does not understand having a child of her own and a relationship that has some problems.i could never imagine what its like to be a parent until i had Nate.it is extremely difficult to never argue in front of your kids when they are always there...

[ccatsunfl0wer]

I am far from perfect when it comes to parenting, it's not easy and new, yet difficult, tasks arise every effing day.

I don't like to judge people, even if I have walked in their shoes. The second anon person must be extremely jealous of you and feels the need to lash out at anything they can.

[xchinadesadex]

there are 2 anons?all the anonymous posts sound like the same person

[gencea]

I think anon should get therapy her/himself. There's alot of unfinished business with anon and her parents. How can you make a judgement call on a few post someone makes?
People who make snap judgements like that a whacked.

[xchinadesadex]

i agree with you completely

[amante_donne]

It is hard being a parent, and although me and my partner do not argue that much (never have done) that is not withouth it's fair share of problems

[xchinadesadex]

thank you

[just_jenn]

I think it's shitty that someone would do that to you. Personally, I have extreme respect and admiration for you. You are working at overcoming your addictions for your son and yourself, not because you were made to, but because deep down, you know it's the right thing to do. No one is perfect. We're all fallible. The fact that you're able to admit your mistakes and grow from them shows real character and a real determination to improve your life. I'm sorry someone couldn't recognize that.

[xchinadesadex]

my favorite post from anon is the one about me being hopeless and that evendumb animals have a protective instinct toward their offspring.
i actually find it very insulting because of the fact that i have a deep love for animals.i feel bad for this person that life has forced her to be so cynical.