May 20, 2004 15:48
i think the downward spiral is beginning again
intensify moodswings, add drugs/excessive alcohol, smoke until i cough blood, sleep deprivation, bruises everywhere, and doing shit in school.
sounds like this week is just going great :-(.
i dont want to be unhappy like i was before. i'll do anything to stop it now. im goin to the doctors for more happiness on monday.