its not what i want, its not how i feel, sometimes i lose myself and end up on the wrong side of you
I AM: pissed at my dad
I WANT: freedom
I HAVE: my license
I WISH: i was older
I HATE: waiting, rules, unreasonable people
I MISS: my tom in vermont
I FEAR: The dark, being alone, the light, commitment, lack of commitment, being forgotten, being unloved, painful death...etc.
I HEAR: Class Clown
I FEEL: music from the speakers
I SEARCH: for the answers
I WONDER: where Laura is
I REGRET: tears shed over people who never were what i thought of them
I LOVE: family, friends, major tom the hamster, volleyball, debate
I ALWAYS: wear bracelets
I AM NOT: a slut
I DANCE: in the car
I SING: when im driving
I CRY: when im sad
I AM NOT ALWAYS: happy
I WIN: at life
I LOSE: money
I CONFUSE: myself
I NEED: stability and time
I SHOULD: think less, do more
MY FATHER THINKS I AM: a slut, overly rebellious, unresponsible
MY MOTHER THINKS I AM: sweet, compassionate, promiscuous
MY BOYFRIEND THINKS I AM: "cute/adorable/sexy/kay"
THREE THINGS I'M MOST OFTEN COMMENTED ON FOR: honesty, long hair, bracelets
I GET EMBARASSED WHEN: i feel insecure
THIS MAKES ME HAPPY: music
THIS UPSETS ME: noncalling
YES OR NO...
I KEEP A DIARY: indeed
I LIKE TO COOK: most def
I HAVE A SECRET I HAVEN'T SHARED WITH ANYONE: indeed
I'M IN LOVE: no
I SET MY WATCH AHEAD A FEW MINUTES: no
I BITE MY FINGERNAILS: def
I BELIEVE IN LOVE: not sure, probably
WHO IS/ARE...
THE PRETTIEST MALE I KNOW: robbie
THE WEIRDEST PERSON I KNOW: all
THE LOUDEST PERSON I KNOW: krc when we're together
MY CLOSEST FRIENDS: rachel, xie, morgan, bryan
THE PERSON THAT KNOWS THE MOST ABOUT ME: rachel, xie, morgan, bryan
MY CRUSH: Tom.
SIGN: Aquarius.
NATURAL HAIR COLOR: Brown.
CURRENT HAIR COLOR: brown and red
EYE COLOR: brown with gold flecks
BIRTHPLACE: hospital
WHAT IS...
MY MOST OVERUSED PHRASE ON AIM: "awesome"
THE LAST IMAGE OR THOUGHT I HAD BEFORE I WENT TO BED: "3 hour conversation...you're amazing"
MY BEST FEATURE: Tom says i have a nice smile, people like my hair or my eyes though
DO YOU...
TAKE A SHOWER EVERYDAY: yup most def
HAVE ANY CRUSHES: tom
THINK YOU'VE BEEN IN LOVE: probably, but it just hurts too bad to think of it now
WANT TO GET MARRIED: no
HAVE ANY TATTOOS?: soon to be a star on my hip
PIERCINGS?: Four in my ears.
GET MOTION SICKNESS: nope
THINK YOU'RE A HEALTH FREAK: i'm on an "all junkfood all the time" diet
GET ALONG WITH THE PARENTALS: its on a moment by moment basis
LIKE THUNDERSTORMS: indeed
FAVOURITES...
NUMBER: 8
COLOR: Pink and black.
DAY: thursday
MONTH: june?
SONG: right now, Lou Reed- Romeo and Juliet
FOOD: mac and cheese
SEASON: late summer, early fall
DRINK: orange juice from the carton, shirley temples
VEGGIE: carrotts
IN THE LAST 24 HOURS, HAVE YOU...
CRIED?: no, i've felt cherished
HELPED SOMEONE?: yeah
GONE TO THE MOVIES?: no, last one was Mean Girls with Tom, Fahed, and rachel
GONE OUT FOR DINNER?: yup, random spanish restaurant in herndon
SAID "I LOVE YOU"?: to my xie and raygasm im sure
WRITTEN A REAL LETTER?: No.
TALKED TO AN EX?: yes
MISSED AN EX?: nope
WRITTEN IN A JOURNAL?: yeah
TALKED TO SOMEONE YOU CRUSH ON?: yeah, i hung out with him
HAD A SERIOUS TALK?: with my therapist
MISSED SOMEONE?: Tom cote
HUGGED SOMEONE?: yes
FOUGHT WITH YOUR PARENTS?: yes
FOUGHT WITH A FRIEND?: No.
NINE THINGS I HATE:
1. loss
2. lies
3. the bottom of the little tiny chip bags from vending machines...its so depressing
4. rules
5. curfews
6. consequences
7. rap music
8. fake people.
9. slow internet
I WANT: freedom
I HAVE: my license
I WISH: i was older
I HATE: waiting, rules, unreasonable people
I MISS: my tom in vermont
I FEAR: The dark, being alone, the light, commitment, lack of commitment, being forgotten, being unloved, painful death...etc.
I HEAR: Class Clown
I FEEL: music from the speakers
I SEARCH: for the answers
I WONDER: where Laura is
I REGRET: tears shed over people who never were what i thought of them
I LOVE: family, friends, major tom the hamster, volleyball, debate
I ALWAYS: wear bracelets
I AM NOT: a slut
I DANCE: in the car
I SING: when im driving
I CRY: when im sad
I AM NOT ALWAYS: happy
I WIN: at life
I LOSE: money
I CONFUSE: myself
I NEED: stability and time
I SHOULD: think less, do more
MY FATHER THINKS I AM: a slut, overly rebellious, unresponsible
MY MOTHER THINKS I AM: sweet, compassionate, promiscuous
MY BOYFRIEND THINKS I AM: "cute/adorable/sexy/kay"
THREE THINGS I'M MOST OFTEN COMMENTED ON FOR: honesty, long hair, bracelets
I GET EMBARASSED WHEN: i feel insecure
THIS MAKES ME HAPPY: music
THIS UPSETS ME: noncalling
YES OR NO...
I KEEP A DIARY: indeed
I LIKE TO COOK: most def
I HAVE A SECRET I HAVEN'T SHARED WITH ANYONE: indeed
I'M IN LOVE: no
I SET MY WATCH AHEAD A FEW MINUTES: no
I BITE MY FINGERNAILS: def
I BELIEVE IN LOVE: not sure, probably
WHO IS/ARE...
THE PRETTIEST MALE I KNOW: robbie
THE WEIRDEST PERSON I KNOW: all
THE LOUDEST PERSON I KNOW: krc when we're together
MY CLOSEST FRIENDS: rachel, xie, morgan, bryan
THE PERSON THAT KNOWS THE MOST ABOUT ME: rachel, xie, morgan, bryan
MY CRUSH: Tom.
SIGN: Aquarius.
NATURAL HAIR COLOR: Brown.
CURRENT HAIR COLOR: brown and red
EYE COLOR: brown with gold flecks
BIRTHPLACE: hospital
WHAT IS...
MY MOST OVERUSED PHRASE ON AIM: "awesome"
THE LAST IMAGE OR THOUGHT I HAD BEFORE I WENT TO BED: "3 hour conversation...you're amazing"
MY BEST FEATURE: Tom says i have a nice smile, people like my hair or my eyes though
DO YOU...
TAKE A SHOWER EVERYDAY: yup most def
HAVE ANY CRUSHES: tom
THINK YOU'VE BEEN IN LOVE: probably, but it just hurts too bad to think of it now
WANT TO GET MARRIED: no
HAVE ANY TATTOOS?: soon to be a star on my hip
PIERCINGS?: Four in my ears.
GET MOTION SICKNESS: nope
THINK YOU'RE A HEALTH FREAK: i'm on an "all junkfood all the time" diet
GET ALONG WITH THE PARENTALS: its on a moment by moment basis
LIKE THUNDERSTORMS: indeed
FAVOURITES...
NUMBER: 8
COLOR: Pink and black.
DAY: thursday
MONTH: june?
SONG: right now, Lou Reed- Romeo and Juliet
FOOD: mac and cheese
SEASON: late summer, early fall
DRINK: orange juice from the carton, shirley temples
VEGGIE: carrotts
IN THE LAST 24 HOURS, HAVE YOU...
CRIED?: no, i've felt cherished
HELPED SOMEONE?: yeah
GONE TO THE MOVIES?: no, last one was Mean Girls with Tom, Fahed, and rachel
GONE OUT FOR DINNER?: yup, random spanish restaurant in herndon
SAID "I LOVE YOU"?: to my xie and raygasm im sure
WRITTEN A REAL LETTER?: No.
TALKED TO AN EX?: yes
MISSED AN EX?: nope
WRITTEN IN A JOURNAL?: yeah
TALKED TO SOMEONE YOU CRUSH ON?: yeah, i hung out with him
HAD A SERIOUS TALK?: with my therapist
MISSED SOMEONE?: Tom cote
HUGGED SOMEONE?: yes
FOUGHT WITH YOUR PARENTS?: yes
FOUGHT WITH A FRIEND?: No.
NINE THINGS I HATE:
1. loss
2. lies
3. the bottom of the little tiny chip bags from vending machines...its so depressing
4. rules
5. curfews
6. consequences
7. rap music
8. fake people.
9. slow internet