A mess of a dreamer....
So lets see.... if I act like a hoe I get treated like a hoe. All of the things you had to say happened in the first month of us dating. I told you I worked at a strip club before we ever made anything offical. We hadn't done anything more than kiss. Let's get this straight also because while I was staying at Nick and Danny's... you were staying at Dawn's house, so don't play innocent. I quit drinking about two months into us dating it took you four months.
As for my life now... don't assume that just cause I am not at home I am out drinking. When have I ever drank 5 nights a week. This right here is the exact reason we are not together. You talk down to me so much. Nothing good to say... exaggerate the bad never speak about the good. As for my daughter.... don't even try talking to me about parenting. I spend every single day of my life with that child. When I am with her I play with her and take her for walks. Chase her around tickling her, do her make up, sing to her and paint with her. You sit her in front of a TV and ignore her. When was the last time you picked up your son? You dropped Isabel with Anna every single night this weekend. What I went out Saturday night and hell yes I stayed out till 4am. Did I get fall down drunk? Nope. Did I get black out drunk? Nope. Did I get to see friends I have not seen in forever because of you? Yes. Did I have the time of my life? Yes.
I do not need you to define me anymore.. you concentrate on the negative and keep exaggerating it. Whatever makes you sleep good at night. But as for me... I'm finding out who I am and I am so sorry no matter who I have been I have never been good enough for you. But I will find a guy who adores me and loves me... the good and the bad. You can continue your miserable life.. I won't be your company anymore.
You have a way of coming easily to me.
And when you take, you take the very best of me.
So I start a fight 'cause I need to feel somethin'
And you do what you want 'cause I'm not what you wanted.
Oh, what a shame.
What a rainy ending given to a perfect day.
Just walk away, no use defending words that you will never say.
And now that I'm sittin' here thinkin' it through, I've never been anywhere cold as you.
You put up walls and paint them all a shade of gray.
And I stood there lovin' you and WISHED them all away.
And you come away with a great little story of a mess of a dreamer with the nerve to adore you.
Oh, what a shame.
What a rainy ending given to a perfect day.
So just walk away, no use defending words that you will never say.
And now that I'm sittin' here thinkin' it through, I've never been anywhere cold as you.
You never did give a damn thing, honey.
But I cried, cried for you.
And I know you wouldn't have told nobody if I died, died for you.
(Died for you)
Oh, what a shame.
What a rainy ending give to a perfect day. Every smile you fake is so condescending.
Counted all the scars you made.
Now that I'm sittin here thinkin' it through, I've never been anywhere cold as you.
As for my life now... don't assume that just cause I am not at home I am out drinking. When have I ever drank 5 nights a week. This right here is the exact reason we are not together. You talk down to me so much. Nothing good to say... exaggerate the bad never speak about the good. As for my daughter.... don't even try talking to me about parenting. I spend every single day of my life with that child. When I am with her I play with her and take her for walks. Chase her around tickling her, do her make up, sing to her and paint with her. You sit her in front of a TV and ignore her. When was the last time you picked up your son? You dropped Isabel with Anna every single night this weekend. What I went out Saturday night and hell yes I stayed out till 4am. Did I get fall down drunk? Nope. Did I get black out drunk? Nope. Did I get to see friends I have not seen in forever because of you? Yes. Did I have the time of my life? Yes.
I do not need you to define me anymore.. you concentrate on the negative and keep exaggerating it. Whatever makes you sleep good at night. But as for me... I'm finding out who I am and I am so sorry no matter who I have been I have never been good enough for you. But I will find a guy who adores me and loves me... the good and the bad. You can continue your miserable life.. I won't be your company anymore.
You have a way of coming easily to me.
And when you take, you take the very best of me.
So I start a fight 'cause I need to feel somethin'
And you do what you want 'cause I'm not what you wanted.
Oh, what a shame.
What a rainy ending given to a perfect day.
Just walk away, no use defending words that you will never say.
And now that I'm sittin' here thinkin' it through, I've never been anywhere cold as you.
You put up walls and paint them all a shade of gray.
And I stood there lovin' you and WISHED them all away.
And you come away with a great little story of a mess of a dreamer with the nerve to adore you.
Oh, what a shame.
What a rainy ending given to a perfect day.
So just walk away, no use defending words that you will never say.
And now that I'm sittin' here thinkin' it through, I've never been anywhere cold as you.
You never did give a damn thing, honey.
But I cried, cried for you.
And I know you wouldn't have told nobody if I died, died for you.
(Died for you)
Oh, what a shame.
What a rainy ending give to a perfect day. Every smile you fake is so condescending.
Counted all the scars you made.
Now that I'm sittin here thinkin' it through, I've never been anywhere cold as you.