This is my house and I won't allow the disrespect
This is my heart and I won't allow the disrespect.
I am so quick to jusify the things he says to me with oh he is just hurting or he is just angry he doesn't mean it. But those words do hurt and the resentment just keeps building up. This is the exact reason why we are no longer together. All the build up... You wonder why it's so easy for me to walk away... there is your answer. I am walking away from all the hurtful words you say, and taking off this short leash you have been keeping me on. I feel free. Thats why it is so easy. Does it hurt walking away hell yeah, but do I feel more secure now yeah.
Now things aren't and weren't always bad. I have a hard time seeing the agenda people have behind their motives. I refuse to believe people are really bad. I will jusify what you do and say before I will believe that you are taking advantage of me. In this case I feel completely 100% fucked. I seen your true colors last night. I mean really I have been blind for the past three and half years by feeling sorry that your so fucked I felt it was my job to love you unconditionally, no matter what you said to me. I reasoned with myself... he tells me I look like a whore when I am wearing three long sleeve shirts because he has been burned bad in the past and he is just insecure. He tells me all my friends are just out to fuck me because he has never had a real friend of the opposite sex so he doesn't understand how we are so close. I jusified giving up all my guy friends in my head thinking well you gotta grow up some day... I doubt these guys will be around in ten years anyways once everyone gets married. I get so mad just thinking about it and I feel so stupid.
YOU EMBARRASSE ME! I AM COMPLETELY HUMILATED THAT I DELT WITH THIS FOR SO LONG. GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY HOUSE! GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY LIFE! GO FIND ANOTHER CHICK TO MAKE MISERABLE! BECAUSE IT'S YOUR LOSE NOT MINE. YOU HAD A GOOD GIRL BUT DIDN'T KNOW HOW TO TREAT HER AND YOU CAN BET YOUR ASS I AM READY FOR SOMEONE WHO CAN ACTUALLY HANDLE THIS CAUSE OBVIOUSLY YOU NEVER COULD.
I am so quick to jusify the things he says to me with oh he is just hurting or he is just angry he doesn't mean it. But those words do hurt and the resentment just keeps building up. This is the exact reason why we are no longer together. All the build up... You wonder why it's so easy for me to walk away... there is your answer. I am walking away from all the hurtful words you say, and taking off this short leash you have been keeping me on. I feel free. Thats why it is so easy. Does it hurt walking away hell yeah, but do I feel more secure now yeah.
Now things aren't and weren't always bad. I have a hard time seeing the agenda people have behind their motives. I refuse to believe people are really bad. I will jusify what you do and say before I will believe that you are taking advantage of me. In this case I feel completely 100% fucked. I seen your true colors last night. I mean really I have been blind for the past three and half years by feeling sorry that your so fucked I felt it was my job to love you unconditionally, no matter what you said to me. I reasoned with myself... he tells me I look like a whore when I am wearing three long sleeve shirts because he has been burned bad in the past and he is just insecure. He tells me all my friends are just out to fuck me because he has never had a real friend of the opposite sex so he doesn't understand how we are so close. I jusified giving up all my guy friends in my head thinking well you gotta grow up some day... I doubt these guys will be around in ten years anyways once everyone gets married. I get so mad just thinking about it and I feel so stupid.
YOU EMBARRASSE ME! I AM COMPLETELY HUMILATED THAT I DELT WITH THIS FOR SO LONG. GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY HOUSE! GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY LIFE! GO FIND ANOTHER CHICK TO MAKE MISERABLE! BECAUSE IT'S YOUR LOSE NOT MINE. YOU HAD A GOOD GIRL BUT DIDN'T KNOW HOW TO TREAT HER AND YOU CAN BET YOUR ASS I AM READY FOR SOMEONE WHO CAN ACTUALLY HANDLE THIS CAUSE OBVIOUSLY YOU NEVER COULD.